love

Woke up from nightmare this morning.
I don't exactly remember what was the dream content,
I just vague remember that it's bout him,
the effect of the argue last night??
perhaps,
last night really was a nightmare for me,
really scary,
It's really a lesson for me,
Mifen said,
It's really hurt when your beloved one don't listen to you
and always ignore it,
I'll try to change my attitude,
and still the words,
try my best okay??

Erm,
how to describe love??
sometimes love can be a sweet,
but sometimes,
really can be the bitter melon that I hate very much,
or else actually I should learn to eat bitter melon??
Perhaps the bitter gourd is not what I thought would be a hard??
never mind,
as long as everything back to the normal way
back to be sweet again,
that's enough. =)

I can't concentrate at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I going to crazy.
I look at the paper note for so long time
but I was like just,
day dreaming!?!??!


please....
Get into my mind please.
I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ruinned

Yesterday suppose to be a very nice day,
nice activity,
and also our 9months anniversary.
He played badminton with me,
first time,
and everything were sounds good before that argue.


He spoiled everything,
this is our tradition,
must quarrel at least once when he back,
it's my experience.


How old am I??
19,
and he??
erm,
22,
I guess,
and I'm not really sure.
Mostly.


I really can't believe that a 19 year-old girl
still can argue with a 22 year-old guy cause
of computer.
How shame is it.
LOL.


He was busying with his grandmother stuff that time,
but still I sent a message for him,
hope for reply,
never mind,
I know he was busying,
I don't want disturb him also.

I message Shan,
ask her for outing,
don't really want to stay at home,
just wanna hang out or what.
Shan,Jing, Sinki and me in the beginning.
Cy and Winson joined us later on.


After station 1,
we date YS at Naza,
as usual,
he let us wait,
didn't tell us that he going to his friend house.
He was worrying me and already not really happy that I late back,
while YS told me that he at his friend's house,
I was really,
angry,
Ok,
then back home while he haven't boom the volcano.

I know what he said was truth,
and I also knew that he not happy cause of my childish.
Haiz~
I really don't know how to settle all these.
I never wants argue,
I hate argue some more,
made me pissed off,
I really don't like the feel.
Maybe you don't believe it,
but it's true,
I like peace,
very very like peace.
But I really can't think rationally that time dear,
my character was like,
I just know that that time I don't really want to obey him,
why was I have to obey him everytime??
I have to give him everything he wants just because I cant fight him back??
I really get exactlyu what you mean,
I try to change my attitude,
k??
I try to change it........

♥ at the beginning ♥

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you. ♥

happy 9months anniversary, MR J ♥

Mr J ♥ ,

Time passed that fast,
10 months before today we were still act like strangers,
although we're not,
and 9 months before today,
we been together =)

This afternoon you act weird,
say a lot words that make me feel sweet and confused after I get in your car.
Sweet till I suspect that did you do something wrong to me last night
made you treat me so good today, lol,
I know you won't la.
Don't worry,
hahaha.

Today hang out with you almost whole day,
correct it,
half day.
Went to Botani today,
there was so beutiful,
nice view,
and I asked you shall we come here again during one year annivesary.
You no answer,
just smile,
So dear,
what's your answer actually??

And we went to Taman Segar night market before we back,
this is the first time we went to night market together.
Time was still early,
although I really don't feel wanna let you back,
but then I know you really exhausted,
cause of last night.

Hey you,
although you always made me emo,
pissed off,
and sad,
but I love you,
happy 9 months anniversary,






love,
evon ♥

emo princess

I hate myself for easily get emo.
Just like today, this morning.
Yesterday I asked him for lunch today,
and he promised me that if he don't have class today,
then he'll go with me.
This morning I received his message while I'm examing.
He said he going to badminton with his friend afternoon,
and this directly influence my mood during the exam.
means that, ffg~

Ok I knew that he asked me for badminton
cause he knew he caused me moody.
I would like to meet him,
but I rejected him.
all guy going, I go for what??
and I thought that he just will be with friend in the night time,
and afternoon's time is mine.
I don't feel wanna share the time with others.

I rejected, he said he wants to meet me after badminton,
Planned to go to the Wesak walk in the beginning,
he asked me to message him the time i going out,
then he wants to meet me.
During he playing,
I message him asked him finished d tell me.
I feel want to meet him earlier,
since I got the walk tonight,
and the walk will be started mostly at 8something,
then I message him again,
can I meet him bout 5 or 6 like that.
His badminton started at 3pm,
I estimate that he will exercise mostly too late till 6pm.
I thought he knew that I got the walk tonight,
then he'll leave earlier for me.
My phone rang bout 7.
and that time,
I already moody.
It's already 7something,
come my house from his hostel,
go somewhere I think also 8something d.
Meet for so few time for what??
Meaningless.
I changed all d bout 5 and wait him,
wait nothing.

Emo princess,
my name for my bloggy,
quite an accurate name.
ok I got decision d,
I don't want to exchange blog's name with you d
laughing jie,
since this name was so accurate with me.

=)

Finally, the exam started today. Today was micro economic and actually the question were quite simple. I knew that Mr Kong Goon Hooi are trying to help us, so he set the question quite simple, but always, I feel that the question were simple, but the result out will be very terrible. Anyway it's over, I'm not greedy, I just hope that that pass. That's enough for me.

Before the exam, strawberry had a small meeting. Finally see see say out everything and duo duo tried to explain to her, erm actually we all tried to explain to her. The process were quite difficult, cause she really, ish, stubborn. But finally you understand what we're talking about. Thanks god, please dear, take it easy, and don't think too much =) cheers.

Lastly, hey duo duo, added you d la!! Don't blame me le =.= wahahahahah xD

no title,blogging

Haiz~
Almost 12 d,
means that still one more day left for me to study.
one day, the feared appear in my heart,
the moment before now,
I won't feel wanna cry,
but now I really feel afraid, I want scream,
cry, release all out.
This is the effect of doing last minute work,
I always know last minute brings me stress,
but I never change my bad habit,
I cause my stress, so stop blaming now chua evon.

Clubbing,
a word that I want to experience oat least once in my life.
He just told me that he wanna go clubbing Thursday night.
The first respond I wanna give was,
okay you go la,
but then I suddenly stun there.
'Who you go with??'
I asked.
Okay girl got 6 sense,
and I'm right,
he really go with that animal.
Aiks!
Yea,
he is his friend,
so I never stop him go out with him even though
I really don't like that guy.
Aiks~
I just know I still don't like la.
Ish!!!!
Deng!!!!

pissed offffffff

Problems appeared everyday around human's world.
It's common,
and not a big deal.

"Do not judge a people while you know nothing"
I just wrote this on my Facebook wall just now.
Really pissed off!!!
Suddenly comes in and scold me while I'm sleeping!
Scold me that I keep sleeping and no come down to living room.
Scold me like then don't go tuition.
And before she scold me,
I think she argue with brother just now.
And her mood,
ok obviously not really good.
She straight soot me while she came in.

Ok for the first one,
why don't she think that,
the computer place in the living room,
I computer also don't want,
stay upstairs,
for what??
she not don't know what am I doing upstairs also.

For the 2nd one,
although my Maths is sucks,
but the tuition fees 60bugs per month,
I still know the calculation how to devide into 4 weeks lo
15bugs per day's tuition,
she think that I will say don't want go then don't want go is it??
I'm 19th already,
I know I still act childish while I said this,
but what I trying to tell is,
I already growth enough to think,
my brain already mature,
And also I know what exactly I'm doin right now ok.

By the way,
dad,
please la,
while I said don't want go to tuition that time,
you didn't say anything,
don't even show any face also.
Turn around what did you told mum??
Hello,
don't always like this can or not??
always ask mum be the one who scold,
you want scold then straight come forward me la.
haiz.

duo duo suddenly told me that yl asked see see our things.
haiz
not the first time d la,
really so 8.
always try to find things gossip.
None of your business,
how come you so CONCERN one??
we showed so obviously that don't want to let you know d,
you really pro la,
still so dare asked us face by face,
you not already saw the signal we gave each other that don't want let you know d meh??
you pro!!!
i nothing say!!!!

blogging~

I started my revision bout 10o'clock this morning.
spend lot's of time there,
but the progress still very slow.
I just done 2 chapters till now.
And what's the time now??
already bout 4.
And i give up,
miss my bloggy now.

He had my exam time table,
and asked me don't be lazy.
Hahahaha.
'I will guide you...'
he told me this in a relax situation.
Stress came again,
I asked him don't put so much hope on me,
cause I know myself,
even though I did put afford on it,
but my result always flying colour.
Sorry baby,
I did my revision,
really....

I went to my friend's blog just now.
Her relationship not very stable,
lot's of trouble appeared between her and her beloved one.
actually some of the problems appeared between him and me too,
always is the guy don't have much time with her,
or else ignore her always,
but cheer my dear,
you can solve it well.

Wow..
I think war happens upstairs now.
My sister and brother are arguing right now.
erm~
Can this says as a tradition in my family??
once my brother back sure war happens.
LOL
习惯就好~~

I love saturday~~~~~=D

Woohoo~~ Nice to be home~~ I'm hungry and I was so miss the bread in my house. LOL. Hhahahahah. And now, I'm eating bread as my dinner tonight =D ngek ngek~

Woo~ Really meaningful day today, I just back from Alamanda. LOL. Ok know what?? I'm going to talk about the orientation thing before I start my wonderful moment in Alamanda just now. Hahhahahha. Well as mentioned earlier, I went to lower six orientation this morning. Woke up in the early morning as usual and went to school. Hahahaha. I'm one of the ajk of the orientation. Really fun in the orientation, and had a really good communication with the other ajk and of course my lower six junior too, although some of them are really naughty and keep kacao there. LOL. Hahhahahaah. I never expect that the orientation would be so fun, and I were rejoice that I went to this. I'd really sad to leave this orientation early cause I had something more important to me have to do. Yeah it was Saturday, and I had to meet him up today =)

This is the first time we go to Alamanda, erm I have to correct it, his first time but not mine, I visited there couple of times, shame that to say I DON'T KNOW the way. LOL, hahahahaha. He didn't know the way, and OF COURSE so am i~ Hahahahahah, I'm weak in recognize way wad, you all know that, LOL. Hahahahahah. So I had a help from dear duo duo, she told me the way, and also told him, for safety, we drew a map. LOL. Sounds funny right?? Hhahahhaha. Don't suspect, we really did. Hahahahaha.

Ok we're pro ok. We arrived safe there. Hahahahhaha. Without go any wrong way, cheer baby you're gorgeous. Hahahahahah. Ok as usual, we watched movie. Hahahahahah. 'THE BOUNTY HUNTER'. Hahahahahah. A story bout a pair of ex husband and wife. Quite interesting and funny. Hahahhaha. Really, every outing with you were wonderful, and love to be with you. Hahhahaha. Face to face really different, we will argue through messages, but don't even try once argue when we're facing each other. Every moment with you were amazing, and I'm so happy to say. NO MORE Mines NO MORE Jusco!!! Woohoo~~~ I'm so glad that we have another location to hang out finally!!! Woohoo cheeeeeerr baby~~~ LOVE you~~ MuackzZ~~~

.....

Really need him just now.
Feel wanna to tell him that bout those conflict things,
feel wanna to spread out everything to him.

I'm sure that, he knew I'm not really happy.
And I did told him that I were in a moody situation.
He was like, apathetic.
He didn't ask for the reason
Just like give me hug then wanna leave like that,
this was what I felt.
I asked him:" why you didn't ask for the reason??"
He answered:"cause you miss me??"
And I'm silly, and answered: " ya..you can continue your revision.."
He really,:"ok.."

From this conversation, I felt actually I'm not so important right??
He said before, anything happens to me must tell him.
When I feel sad, I can share my feelings with him.
But,
everytime I really feel moody, the person beside me always not him.
Ok..I know that he's busy.
So I created this blog, hope that he will read it,
and know more bout me,
update my things.
From the beginning,
I purposely post my blog link in my profile,
until I really cant tahan I asked him to read my blog.
Actually I asked for many times d.
Asked till I feel that I very犯贱..

Tears comes out again....
What I want, just concern..
I can understand that you're busy....
But please....
Can you don't neglect me??
You know.....
I need you......

extremely down..i want to cry.....

I just viewed the bff in NS blog's just now. Erm, after i read it, honestly, I not really happy, and got a bit down. My gang in NS got 4people, Moon, Ying, Eunice and me. I read Moon and Eunice's blog, I felt lonely and down after I read Eunice's passage. Her passage full of Ying and Moon's name, especially Moon's, but my name, never appear once, even one time also didn't, she missed them, got mentioned their name, but where is mine?? We're one gang aren't we?? Now suddenly I felt that THEY are one gang, and I'm the more one, I now really felt want to cry, extremely down now. I felt being neglected. Four roses in the camp, but now i think should name 3 roses?? Perhaps~ Please~ somebody help~ I wanna cry........................


The relationship between human and human really complicated aren't it?? It really is a big lesson that I have to learn, how to communicate with other's, how to avoid from gossip, how to always happy with friends. Problems appeared also in my school's gang, why are these kind of things keep on pop out in my life?? It really annoying me, and I hate it, I hate the feel always suddenly someone told me that who who who is it beh song or what. I always, huh?? Blur to the problem suddenly came out, always confuse with those problems.

See see, duo duo, lei lei, and me bear bear. Lei lei didn't involve in the problem now. See see, please, don't think too much, we didn't neglect you, we didn't purposely don't want tell you things, just sometimes, you really hard to be communicate. Somethings we knew that you're hard to understand hard to being digested then only we chose not to tell you. We didn't tell you, didn't means that we purposely hide from you, if you ask, for sure we willing to tell you, as long as you don't keep asking question in the progress telling you.

Haiz~~~~ why are these so complicated?? Human grown up day by day, then the problem incresed day by day. I just want to have a happy, and simple life, without conflict problems, this always annoys me the most, is this hard??

exam

Yeah, exam is coming again. My friends around me were all put effort on it, and also me, really, i did my revision these few days. I know i started it late, and actually the revision process really quite slow, at least compare with others, I'm really really really slow. Haiz, I felt stress d, this monthly test parent are going to school meet up form teacher and get our result paper. Seriously, I afraid that my result comes out sucks this time again. And everyone knows that, my result last time were totally sucks.


Haiz~~~ Scare that disappointed face appear on his face again. Honestly, sometimes I'll felt stress when discuss bout study things to him, even though I'm studying, I don't really want to let him know. His result was too good, and you know the girl too. How to compare?? Haiz~ Really stress. I don't know what result for him only consider is good result. I never tell him my result, and of course, he very beh song bout this. Haiz~ Stress, wanna cry d. I scare that he knew that I study but my result still comes out sucks at last then he'll ask why my result still like this?? Did I really study?? And most important thing is I scare that he thought that I'm cheating him. I know what kind of person I am. '3 minutes hot temperature', translate from chinese, everything I decide to do always can't last long. And even though I had decide to put effort on one thing as well, I never do well. Just because I don't have the perseverance. Haiz~ Exam exam~ Why are you always suffer me??

my teacher's day

wow. It's really exhausted, just back from tuition. Today is teacher's day celebration, my sweeties and me were the judges of the teacher's game, so we came to school. Okay as usual, performances before recess time, then after recess were those games.

Really regret came to school, actually no need us also, so-called-judge =.= teachers settled all the things themselves, so we went to hall to watch badminton game. Haha. I don't know that Mr Chiew is so pro in badminton. And he was so cute while playing, just like Lou Fu Ji. Haha. He grouped with a student and the other side were another student and MR FARID. Rubbish him, hate him la wei. The teacher most respect by students vs the teacher most hate bu students. Haha. So you know what's going on. Of course we will cheer for Mr. Chiew. Haha. Lap sap Farid really very kacao, keep rest, drink water, so many small action, his attitude really very lap sap, but Mr. Chiew always so gentlemen, smile in the whole game, and he won the game, Farid balik kampung la ish!!!

After Mr. Chiew's game, haha, Lee Chen and I want to play badminton for so long time d, and finally our dream come true. Haha. We borrowed racket from 'sexy', haha, Sidney actually, but we thought his name was sexy in the beginning, and from now on this is his nickname. LOL. Haha. Wow~~~ Really, I strongly felt that I've got the talent in playing badminton. Wahahahahahha. and first time i felt that i know smashing actually. WAhahhahahahaha. Mifen is going to give me a sweat look and BOI me. Haha.

Wow~~ first time talked to his brother. Haha. Got a bit funny. Haha. I looked at him, he looked at me too, looked each other for second then only smile. Haha. I asked him to play badminton with me, but of course, being rejected >.< hahahah. Of course wad, he too pro, don't play with me better. Haha.

I fall in love with badminton d la wei~~~ ttw~~~~ I want play badminton. Haha. Do you willing to teach me and play with me?? Ngek ngek~~ do you remember?? You promised me this before~~ so you have no way to say NO!!!! Haha~~~

have a great time with family

Just came back from Jusco with family, and i had a great time with them also. Haha. Today is my sister's birthday, so we went Jusco to have our dinner. She choose to eat steak, haha, good, I long time no eat steak d, hehe. And the most happy thing is I bought my shoes d^^ Finally~~~~ I want to buy for very long time d. I told ttw, he asked me, today who birthday?? my sister, or me?? Haha. Very good question, my sister no buy anything in contrast I'm the one buying things. Hehe. Okay la~~~ Happy birthday to you stupid little fat cute sister~~~haha

happy birthday dear bea bea =D

woo~~~ Finally i got time to sit down and rest. What an exhausted Saturday. What time is it?? 12.21, and now finally i can write my blog d.


I just came back from primary school H's class gathering (I'm not H's class student, just follow him go) haha. I woke up in the early morning although today is Saturday cause i need to attend to the PA seminar in PUTRAJAYA. It's really very boring seminar, abit regret that going there, cause actually i think that no help me at all (cause I'm sleeping). Actually at seminar that time got a bit feel hate bout those Malays, not a bit actually, very hate. They not respect to us, didn't prepare spoon and fork for us and asked us use hand to eat our lunch. One Malaysia?? Ya. Really one Malaysia, follow those Malays and their tradition is it??

The seminar dismissed very late. Those Malays really got LOT of question which were actually not question to asked. Walao, 3years old's kid also know the answer okay?? Can don't ask those rubbish question to delay the time we back or not?? Wasting time only. So many Malays there and almost one Malay one question. We suppose can back on 4.30 but we left there bout 5 something cause of them. =.=

I was really rushing in time cause my girls and me planned to go Bea's house to give her a surprise birthday. We had told her mummy that we will be there bout 5 o'clock but we reached there bout 7. Sorry for late and ruined your Japanese food >.< And thanks for your pizza dear =) I don't really remember when is our last conversation already. Seems like really long time no gather together and chit chat, gossip and others. Well today, and once again, I love to be with my girl. Didn't take crazy photo in her house like we did last time at Jim there, but just something like high tea, eat, talk, and laugh. It's really simple, but we enjoyed the moment. Happy birthday to you girl =) we love you so much.

After celebrate her birthday, Shan and I rush to another place again. As i mentioned earlier, gathering at 21st century. Haha. Meet up him there, and keep talk to him. Not like last time, last time he just talked to his friend and keep neglect me, but this time he really keep his promise that he will accompany me. I'm happy and enjoy the moment with him. Love you my love, muackzZ~

=l

Don't know how to write, don't know what to write. Backspace button keep being pressed by me to delete my passage that i wrote. No matter how long it is, still being deleted by me. Girl is a weird animal huh?? or just me?? Or else period coming?? No idea at all. Period is a very good excuse that can be used every time while I'm moody. I have no idea what to write. I just got a conclusion, that is, I'm emo-ing.

my first time

I just back from The Mines. I'm glad that I'm still here We, Shanz, KY, Jing, Bai, Sinki, Syang and ZJ went there to sing k by using the voucher i won in the singing competition last time.


We left there bout 11something. I live for bout 19years, never being trap inside lift before, and today, i had the first experience and i gave my first time to The Mines lift d. When we noticed that we were trapped, Bai tried to open the lift door. He does open the lift door and outside were just black, we all were shocked and stunned there. Syang asked us don't move and he pressed the bell button, the lift move back while after he pressed the button.


When we reached the ground floor safely, we all ran out from the lift immediately. All like kisiao d. So actually we just trapped for few minutes only. And if ignore this, actually we had a lot of fun today. haha.

form 6

woohoo~ There were no teacher at class after recess time. And i guess after i left no more that 5 people were still in class. Haha.

Yeah~ This is Form 6 life. We're the oldest in the school~ So we can '打横行'. Form 6 buddies agree with me?? hahahahah.

Honestly, i don't really like Form 6 last time, erm actually considered HATE or can also use the word ANTI Form 6. But don't know why, this morning i suddenly got a feel, i suddenly fall in love with my class d, i found the joy there, found lovely buddies too, strawberry♥ I have no idea with the reason I'll suddenly got this feel, maybe i like to PONTENG together gua?? Or else I'm look forward to the games we will play together in the teacher's day comin?? last teacher's day I'll participant in YU HUA. I promise that i will not absent again, =) haha. No worries strawberries.

=)

I had received a message from Kai Ma this morning. And this message had made me feel happy whole day.

Kai Ma: "Messages from Mr. Gary (The Mines) to Mrs. Vong. She wants me to forward to all the BLS performers............
Million thanks stunning performance and awesome costume design. Don't called them BLS kids called themselves all wonderful kids. Extend my sincerest thanks and appreciation to all the kids and of course the bravo Felecia."

This was what Gary told Ms Vong. I'm happy, cause that gary actually quite LC. I never expect that those words came out from his mouth. Once again i would like to say. Nice job kids, amazing show =)

Well done..

It's Brenda, my daughter in the show =)

Woohoo~ I want to scream, I want to cheer =D Well done kids, good job, and nice show =) Everyone were so nervous before the show started, and before the show, we all were actually dance until so terrible. Aunty and jie jie were so worried bout us, we also afraid that will ruin the show, and also BLS's name.

To avoid from making mistake again, jie jie asked us to reached at mines bout 11 to rehearsal once more. When i reached mined, those mother's were already rehearsal-ing (ps: they're really super hot..lose d la me>.<). Haha. Aunty was so 'gan jiong'. Haha. The show start at 3pm but she asked us to make up at 11 =.= I was so shock when i saw our costume (ps: faint again =.=) Do you know what a nun dress usually?? My costume just like a nun, something like that la. And i wore 3 and half inches high heel shoes to dance. First time, not a bad experience =D

I saw Amber Chia before the show^^ She was one of the judge of the mom's competition. Wow~ she was so pretty, thin and tall~ And the most important thing is, she is a very nice person, just keep smiling to others =) Ok, back to the show. Actually in the conclusion, we did a great one. Haha. Really very very happy, after the dance, aunty smile, jiejie smile, kai ma also smile. Everyone smiling at us. I really very very happy and glad that i didn't make any mistake. And the happy mood last till now. Emo princess are not emo now..hahahahahah~ cheer once again~ woohoo~~~~ kisiao d =D

yummy^^

see so tasty lerr^^~~ngek ngek~you were so enjoyed~ wahahaha xD

is it yummy teh tiong wei??hehe

I dated him to movie today. Haha. And before that, i would like to do some food to him. Know what?? I know it's shame to say that, but i had never enter kitchen before, i mean never enter to make food. I can consider or actually totally that kind of person, just wait eat and sleep.

I'm sure that i cant make those complicated food(although actually is not complicated at all), then i decided to make sandwich. Haha. I know that i need a long time to make it, but i cant believe that i can used bout 3 hours to make a SANDWICH. LOL. Please, don't laugh at me. Haha.

The process was too long and i don't think i want to write here. Haha. What i want to say is, i wasted 3 eggs. Haha. i boiled it, but i boiled for too short time. It were still watering. Ish! no choice, have to use 3 more eggs to do my sandwich.

I was late to Mines. Cause of the stupid sandwich. But i think you don't mind right?? ttw~ Haha. We watched 2 movies today. And finally!!! I watched IP MAN!!! woohoo~~~~!!! Cheer^^ So so happy~haha~ i wanted to watch it for so long~ And i watched ICE KACANG PUPPY LOVE again. Haha. It was still nice although i watched the 2nd time. Haha.

I had received a call from Aunty Vong to rehearsal 7 o'clock at Mines. Tiong wei leave Mines bout 6 and i wait for the others alone there. And i rehearsal till bout 10 at night. So you can imagine how tired am i~ Really exhausted. I would like to upload my sandwich photo here, but my sister's cable was spoil. I guess. Wasted~ haha

dear diary..just to write something =D

what's the time now??
woo it's 7:43
and I'm waiting time to go
prepared well to Mines for Sunday mother's day show rehearsal


actually today don't feel wanna update my blog
but you know what??
the broadband line was really sucks
I've been waiting for so long in the Facebook
wait it load
ish


my tuition this afternoon had been cancelled
cause of some stupid reason
and i never heard that got such tuition centre will cancel class cause of that
although I'm quite angry
but i feel a bit happy too
at least i got time to rest in my house
haha
lazy worm always be the devil in my mind
LOL


well i think it's time to leave
way to the Mines
see ya guys =)

just for my sweet girl..happy belated birthday =P

Use green as my passage colour to represent my feeling right now. Peace, and happy. =) I got this feel after gather with my girls, everytime.

Surprize?!?!?! Wahahah~ I'm happy to see your shock face, and also your touch face. You know what?? I never see you like this, even though we knew each other bout 5 years, but you never cry in front of me. I'm happy~~ we're success~ ngek ngek~~~ Cause you're shock^^ hehe~

Really having lot of fun with my girl~ love this so so so much~~ And once again, we capture lot of picture~ wahahah~ upload sei you =P

Lastly, happy belated birthday once again to you my dear, and ji mui~ I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO MUCH♥~~~~~MUACKZzzzzz~~~~~~~

原来..这首歌是那么的贴切..

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天
随时都可能
被阴霾收回
等待
有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠
之后又急着说抱歉
彷佛向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解
我一直相信
总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远
却会实现
心在同一边
就能够
听见 你说的那句
我爱你
你不曾发觉
你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
(你一定看的见) 

it's over..but emo-ing

Finally, it's really over, my MUET test. I just done my speaking test in school, and, I'm not done as well..

The question was so so so easy. Oh god treats us so good, but i don't know to appreciate and i ruined my test. Who's opinion influence us the most when we decide where and what to study in the future?? This is the question. And as a candidate b, in my opinion i think that peek's opinion will influence us the most. Very easy right?? But i can't score well. My brain was totally blank before i entered the bilik wawasan. And as usual, my stomach was pain again. This is the symptom shows that I'm in nervous. ISH!!! After i entered the room, i can strongly felt that my palms were both in a cold situation.

When it's my turn to give my opinion, i cant elaborate as well although i had stated down all my points. Keep 'err, err, err' inside the room. I'm really nervous and the sleepiness of the examiner made me felt more nervous. Even Zhet Fong also worried that i couldn't state my points out. After i did the task A i afraid that I'll cry out in front of examiner and my friends. I couldn't think anything in the whole progress.

Haiz~ It's over already. I'm imaging that my friends get very good result but i fail. I don't have the relax feel like last time. Really hope that i can sleep well tonight. =l

✖我的男人，别碰！！！✖

就算你认识他很久，可是他现在是我的男人，
所以请别打电话给他，说你心情不好，要他陪你聊天，
因为他是我的男人，我知道了会不高兴。


就算你们住的很近很近，可是他现在是我的男人，
所以请别老是找他吃饭，并且在吃饭时要他讲笑话给你听。

他是我的男人，他的笑话，只给我听。



就算他有多优秀长得有多帅，可是他现在是我的男人，
所以，请别老是在空间里贴满他的照片，每一张，
都有一句暧昧的标题，他是我的男人，就不能跟别的女人暧昧。



就算你们的关系有多好，可是他现在是我的男人，
所以，请别主动说要认他当哥哥，
我讨厌自己的男人是别人的哥哥，这样你就可以当我们二人世界的时候打电话过来。
我也会告诉我的男人，我不喜欢他认女生当妹妹的。
''他是我的，他自己说的!!!""



就算他在你心里有多重要，可是他现在是我的男人，
所以，你最好别让我知道，如果我的男人知道你喜欢他，
我希望他能够告诉我，而不是你。因为，我的男人，
我们的感情是我和他两个人的事，跟你没关系!!!



就算你觉得他今天的围脖的手工很差，如果他告诉你是我送的，
请别随意鄙视我的手艺。
因为他是我的男人，他喜欢戴着我送他的东西，
这跟形象没关系，也跟你没关系，没一丁点儿关系!!!!



就算你们迫不得已得要见面，我的男人他出于风度才送你回家，
我的男人，是很有风度的男人，他不懂得拒绝人，
可是并不表示他喜欢你，请别拿这个向我炫耀，
我的男人，我懂。



就算我的男人，他再优秀再帅再温柔再风度，
他已经是我的男人。


✖✖记住，我的男人，别碰！！！✖✖

i ♥ broga =)

woohoo~~~~~
i'm so so so so happy
i really went to Broga hill with him this morning
330 i automatically woke up already
the alarm haven't rang yet i think
haha
i thought i 'm the one wake him up this morning
who knows he sent a message to me bout 2o'clock
that he couldn't slept well
wait for me to wake up
how sweet he was
haha


this is the first time i went Broga hill with him
i mean just with him
quite exited
haha
but i knew that he was scared
afraid of any accident or what else
aiyo
ttw don't scare la!!
i protect you maa!!
haha


he was so exhausted after Broga
no slept well last night
haha
drive till so blur
my turn to scare accident
LOL
haha
hope can go to jungle trekking with him every week
know what~
fat d~
need exercise more xD

saturday =)

planned to go Broga with him this morning..
but i failed to wake up
so was him
you know what??
i set four alarm total
oh my god
i cant believe that 4 alarm also cant awake me
how pig i am
T.T
lost a chance to be with him again

this afternoon shanz message me asked
whether interested to go bai's house mahjong or not
this week my class all play mahjong card play till kisiao d
this is another game popular in my class after 'spy'
so for sure my answer is YES!!!
haha..of course
i already forgot when is my last time i touch mahjong
no la
actually i touched it not very long time ago
touched it at bobo's house when her birthday
lol
haha


went to mines again after mahjong
go for use the voucher i had
we went to sweet chat and pho hoa to eat ice cream
after that we went to Colour planned to see any suit dress for me and shanz
we tried quite lot of dress and shirt
then i found a dress which i very like
it cost rm60
i got 2 rm50 voucher here
then i planned to buy the dress
but we made a mistake
we didn't ask how to use the voucher
when i going to pay that girl told me 1 voucher just for 1 item
means i have to pay more rm10 for the dress
arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh
i totally bankrupt now la man!!!
so~~~
what to do~~
put the dress back to the place it belongs bah~
wuwuw
T.T
just feel so paiseh
we spent lot of time in the shop
haha
never mind
the voucher valid till 31 of dec
i don't think the sales girl still recognize me that time
haha~