job

Aiks,
boh mood >.<
This morning my mum asked me
to interview again,
for the other airline.
She said that her friend's daughter
worked there and going vacancy stewardess soon.
I was like,
hm......
again??
Can please stop push me towards this??
Just let me finish my form 6 first,
everything we can only discuss after the STPM,
okay??

She said,
she'll let me learn swim,
let me learn English oral.
I didn't refuse it,
cause all this I wants to learn also.
I don't know exactly which country she
asked me to work.
Fuweite??
Something like that,
pronounce in this way.
She said she'll with me at the country and
take care over me until I'm adaptation the life there.

I was worried.
I didn't refuse all the benefits she
offered to me,
cause I wants those things to upgrade
myself too.
But then all these like indirectly
I agree that stewardess
is the occupation
for me in the rest of my life.

Haiz~
I'm really confuse.
I not resist for this job,
just can it all happen naturally??
I'll feel very stress in this way.
And feels like I have no other choice
in occupation.

Actually all these not that serious,
just because of I'm not in the mood,
so I feel want to cry??
I wondered.

warm, and sweet =)

Seems like my blog seldom appear
the post which related to him
nowadays huh??
I'm going to stop the stewardess topic
although I knew that this topic still haven't end yet.

This is the 2nd week after the school reopen,
it's Monday =)
2 days of holiday really can pass that fast huh.
Hahahaha.

He really kinda busy nowadays,
everyday were in an exhaust situation.
Sometimes even I got many things to tell
him,
but then really not the suit time
to keng sam si with him now.
In contrast,
I should lend my shoulder for him
when he was tired rather than
annoy him =)

He was sweet =)
After he starts this part time job,
he called me often after his work.
Although the time that he called me
not as long as last time,
but feels like sweet enough for us =)

He said,
he feel warm called me right
after his work.
I was sweet,
same to him too right huh dear??
=)
I like this feel,
the feel like I'm his support while he was exhausted,
I love to be his depend when he needs me.
Love you dear,
xoxo.

dream, and family

mo mo girl, part 1:
Am i won't go into any uni
or college in my life??
Am i really will end my school life
and step into society once i graduate from
form 6??
Am i don't have the chance
to feel the college life??
The one who knows me well
sure knew that i want to get into
college so badly,
but them sometimes,
many things won't always obey with what you want.

My aunties and my mum
followed me to the interview today.
They're keep persuade me to
interview once more
if got any chances again.
I was keep quite all the time and just
smiled at them all the time.
Menus huh??
Yea,
I'm interested in being a stewardess,
and I'll try if got chance.
But the way the persuade was like,
I shouldn't go further for my study
at this time and it's time for me
to come out to help my
family and reduce my parent's
burden.
And my mum like being washed brain
and wants me to become astewardess soooo
badly.

But I still haven't prepare well to end my study,
haiz,
I know I'm a bad daughter.
dream and family,
I thought that i always is the selfish
girl,
but then after the interview i suddenly
feel like,
hm,
maybe i should accept their
suggestion and come out work first?
help family and if i work now,
i can help my sister to get into college.

dreams and family,
what should i choose??

help~~

Tomorrow is the interview,
and until now I still not really prepare
well.

I'm scare, and nervous.
Every time when I'm facing these kind of situations,
like when someone asked me things
without any preparation before this,
my brain normally will become empty.
Really scare people ask me things
in a formal way,
just like last time,
my MUET test,
even though I knew the
question what the examiner going to ask d
and I had prepared well
but then I still
can forgot all the things right after
I saw the examiner cause of the stupid
nervous.

I've search Youtube, the airline website.
Okay firstly the Youtube things,
I watched the interview videos,
but their English was to deep and they
said till too fast,
I can't get what they said at all.
Secondly the airline website,
I would like to search bout the
story of SIA airline,
but then the words too small d,
and the English too deep d,
some more I'm too sleepy,
I can just headache while I started to read,
so in the end,
I give up also =(

My mum brought me to make my
eye brown.
Did I mentioned at the last post??
I think nope,
my face appeared a super big pimple >.<
and today,
it born baby d,
got the other pimples came out!!!!
My gan jiong mummy wants to buy a pimple
gel for me,
but I refused it.
It costs rm38 >.<
I prefer to buy cosmetics.

Haiz~
help la wei~
god bless me,
please =(

momo girl, daily life

whiu~~~ damn tired,
busy till now,
then only I got time to write my blog,
very long time didn't so busy huh??
hahahaha.

momo girl, part 1:
I would like to start my blog yesterday.
Hahahah.
Yesterday's things was important,
cause was about him.
Although just a simple outing,
but it was so beautiful,
cause is with him =)

He dated me out yesterday night
to movie.
We thought that Karate kid's seat will
be available,
cause not a new movie anymore,
who knows it's popularity last till now >.<
We went to Jusco but the tickets
were all being sold out,
so we decided switch to the mines.
The next time for Karate kids was 11pm in the mines,
it's too late,
no choice then we chose to watch toy story( no other movie d) >.<

Out of expected,
I didn't feel boring,
in contrast,
it quite interesting.
Hahahaah.
But Karate kids,
I must watch you!!! ><
Don't try to excape from me !!!

momo girl, part 2:
School reopen,
so of course,
our mid term result came out d.
Erm,
as expected,
my account failed d,
but at least other subject passed d,
not like last time almost all failed,
erm,
at least is a good beginning huh??
Although the result still not good.

momo girl, part 3:
I've busy a whole day today,
tired but still not exhaust.
After school we went to
Metro point to do our project,
the project we keep said want to
do in the holiday but didn't do.
When I went home,
I've received the call from my mum.
She asked me to make up immediately
and find out see whether I got
formal shirt or not,
she wants to bring me go
photo shooting,
passport photo and
other photos which needed for the stewardess interview
this saturday.

She really much more nervous
and care than me.
I can't find any formal shirt,
she brought me out
and bought one for me.
It cost rm59 >.<
Maybe is normal price for other people,
but then for my mum,
it damn expensive.
Yet,
she didn't say anything,
she just asked me faster
and straight paid at the counter.

Then the photo shooting
spent rm45.
Today total she spent was
more than rm100.
She still asked me whether want to add on
cosmetic or not.
Erm,
yea actually I need it so well,
but then it too expensive d,
the devil side in my mind was
wants her buy to me so badly,
but my angel was won,
I not bear to ask her my for me,
I will buy it next time with my ownself >.<

sorry part 3

momo girl:
Once again,
I want to apologize.
My blog full of apologize passage huh??
Cause I'm a weird person,
I have been angry,
repeat and repeat,
never care of your feeling,
and never concern bout you.

Dear,
I had been digested the things you
told me just now.
I'm so sorry,
bout the bad attitude that
I keep complaining
you're neglect me.
Didn't concern that you're already tired,
didn't think further bout the reason
why are you want to earn more money.

I'm so sorry,
I never think bout your financial situation.
Honestly,
I don't like to use your money.
I feel like,
hm,
don't know??
Actually I feel a bit shame.
Every time when you're paying something,
I feel a little uncomfortable.
But I can't do anything,
I'm so sorry,
I really don't like like this.

We have been argued just now,
you said that word,
you think I got many money??
I've been hurt when I listened this.
I'm so sorry.
You said you ate bread as your lunch,
cause you need to save your money for our outing,
I'm so so sorry,
I should listen to you,
think for you.

I'm a very weird people,
sometimes even me also can't stand of the peculiarities
of me.
I even hate myself.

I do know that you're tired,
but my selfishness drove me to angry to you,
said bad words to you,
mad at you,
hurt you.
The 7th times,
I want to say sorry to you again.
I shouldn't behave like this,
but I don't know,
I can't even control my bad attitude.

I didn't tell my girls bout this,
even me also felt that it's really bothering me
I keep mo mo-ing.
Haiz~
feel sad to be another boon,
become a really weird old people d,
soon and soon,
I really afraid that everyone will feel me
bothering.

Feels like the tears can't be control
anymore huh??
Strongly felt that it will
drops anytime.
The 8th times,
and also the last time,
sorry my dear......
and love you......

from mo mo girl.......

per per~~~~~

Momo girl, part 1:
Work as Streamyx during the last weekends
of my last holiday =)
hahahaha
Although don't have basic salary,
although yesterday my sales was an egg,
although yesterday I was got a bit mo mo
cause of my useless and bad luck,
but I'm still happy now,
hahahaha.

This is the first time I work as
promoter with so many people along,
and so many my best friends,
hahahaha.
It's fun man!!!
Keep hyper-ing,
hahahah.
Next time call me again ya??
hahahaha.

momo girl, part 2:
2weeks past that fast,
today is the day I have to back to school,
a student again,
and back to my normal life.

Hahaha,
not bad today,
today my name should is per per(hyper),
hahahahah,
not momo(emo) girl anymore.
Hahahahah.
Back to school,
meet my dears strawberries again.
Share our things in these 2 weeks,
you know they're damn busy in these 2 weeks,
we're seldom contact.

Hahahha.
I now really per per xia~
I share the blog link to lei lei d,
she keep praising me!!!!
hahahahah,
make me shuang liao!!!
Hahahaa~
Hope he'll like it~
hehehehe~
I have a nice day today,
my girls my dears,
have a nice day too ya~
love,
evon =)

moody

Sitting in front of the computer,
typing my blog while I'm waiting my sis take bath,
need to go to work with Shee Yang them later

I'm still not really in the mood,
after the conversation with hwf,
I thought I'm better,
but last night,
after i offline and lay on the bed,
I realize that I can't get into sleep at all.
Keep thinking the same thing.

I knew that I shouldn't act lc to them,
And I don't really like to lc to people,
but I strongly felt that I being fooled by people,
and I don't like this feel.
And very good now,
I don't know how to face his relatives or even family next time.
Haiz~

what a boring thursday =(

Finding food in the middle of the night,
yea I'm starving,
and I thought that I'm unlucky,
my bread in my house was out of stock,
but fortunately,
my dear had remind me that
my house still have Milo,
the food, erm nope
the drinks that I have no touch for more than half years,
and it's save me,
can't believe that huh??
LOL.

Well I strongly felt that my
life was so so so meaningless today.
My sister left house in the early morning,
she's in volleyball look,
I bet she's having a competition,
friendly match or what else.
So my house left mum and me from the morning,
she was out too in the afternoon.
I like keep do nothing in the house,
keep staring at the computer screen,
online and online,
repeat the same activities in the whole holiday.
And the main point is!!!!
So unfortunately there was no one online-ing today!!!!!
Whole afternoon I like just saw my status appear on
the Facebook wall =(

I can't believe that I bore till go create
my own twitter account,
LOL,
but I like can't find my friends which
got play twitter,
so the conclusion,
still bore =(

Shan knew that I was bored,
she bring me out,
refund her lap top charger at Mines.
We just stayed there for awhile,
and left right after the refundable.

Yea thanks god,
you know that I was bored so you asked me out is it??
Hahaha.
We went to Mines,
the Karate Kid's ticket was sold out =(
Jusco??
Fulled also.
Pissed off!!!
Decided to watch the only movie
that were available in the Jusco's cinema,
"Sex and the city".
The movie was quite long,
two and a half hour,
and,
not really nice,
I not really like it.
Karate Kids,
I still waiting for you okay??

botanic day =)

next time becareful nah~so stupid one oo >.<

hehe~!!!!

see you're so cute^^hehe


We went to botanic again today^^
woohoo~
This is the 3rd times we went there.

1st time we just walk around there,
but do nothing,
2nd time,
aiks don't remind you back
not a nice memory.
And today,
we finally did cycled around there,
it was so beautiful and awesome =)
I love there,
nice view,
and most important was went there with the right guy.

Nice day,
sweet =)

对不起

这篇文章，
我想用华语来写。
当我知道你要失约时，
我真的很失望，
你说的理由，
我都明白，
我都懂。

我不知道为什么，
我这么会发脾气，
我不懂得体谅，
我不大方，
我不会为别人想，
这一向是我的缺点。

我知道你很为难，
其实当你告诉我的时候
我就知道了。
可是当时，
我是自私的。
我自私的在想，
为什么退让的，
体谅的一定要是我？？
难道你就不能坦白的告诉他们
你约了人吗？？

我讨厌我问了你
我在你心中到底排第几位，
让你为难，
而且也显得我小气。

真的对不起，
是我不懂得体谅，
是我不够大方，
是我小气。
我知道我真的是一个不称职女朋友，
很对不起，
真的对不起，
让你难受了。

screaming!!

What a bore holiday,
arsh!
I can't stand with it anymore,
everyday online and nothing else to do >.<
Don't ask me to do revision,
you know I won't.

So one week had been passed,
a meaningless holiday,
Repeat the same activities everyday,
eat,
sleep,
online,
drama,
that's all.
Oh gosh,
and this is my life,
and school reopen is near,
nightmare.

I'm having the most suffer moment for every girl now.
Really damn pain,
I think those yogurt drinks and HL milk
drove me this,
damn suffer and quite not in the mood.
Feel want to scream man!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry

Actually today was quite nice one,
but maybe hormone make trouble,
my bad temper ruined your mood,
our nice day,
and make me feel wanna cry,
Because I do not know how to coax back to you,
sorry dear,
it's my fault,
maybe period is coming
(p.s. used period as an excuse again),
really sorry,
no next time,
okay??

confuse

Hey blog you bully me too?!?!!??!
What happened to you and
why am I post passage repeated??

crazy!!!! Lazy!!!!! and Borzy!!!!!!!

Oh my god,
I had no idea and never expect that my
holiday is that bore.
Ish!!!!
I'm going to crazy!!!!

Really,
I expect that my holiday will be amazing,
full of program,
and I thought I have to do
my Account and Business
project in this holiday but I have no news
bout it at all,
perhaps I need to call them and ask??
Besides that I thought I will have
lot's of date,
hanging out all that,
full of expectation but all are disappointing,
and disappointing creates laziness.
Arsh!!!
I bet that even I suddenly have a call
to ask me out now I also feel lazy,
worm kills me >.<

Hey you!!!
I thought,
yeah I'm using I THOUGHT again,
I thought you said going to have a trip with me
to Genting Highland during our holiday??
And now I have no following news,
AGAIN >.<
Bore drive me crazy!!!!!

peace

I'm back bloggy,
from movie and night market,
with my sweet and peace mood,
after the moody last night =)

Today was keep raining,
and of course now I'm freezing,
wearing my brother's long,
big size,
and warm jacket typing my blog.
The most torture thing for me these few days are,
I have no heather!!!!!!
Oh my god,
these really kills me!!!!
I can't stand on cold water,
especially in such cold weather,
feels like back to national service time
(p.s. without heather supply inside),
oh my god I'm going crazy with it.

Okay stop the cold story,
I had a sweet night today =)
with you, of course.
Watched "THE A-TEAM",
not a bad movie,
hahahaha,
and after that we went to kang le night market,
first time we went there together.
hahaahhaha.
I got that feel,
if we meet often,
then we will less argue-ing,
misunderstand all that,
everything can settle in front of each other easily,
so ttw,
meet me often okay??
I'm not asking for your permission but want you to do it =D

It's time to bed~
Bye bloggy~
see you tomorrow,
I know,
I'll have a sweet dream =)

i'm acting

Changed password,
means he does not trust you enough,
and not ready to let you know all the things bout him.

Hiding post from you,
means he does not want you to found out,
what he don't want you to know.

So,
is it trust still exist??
You said,
never hide from me,
although you did explain that you don't want me to upset bout it anymore,
but,
I hate cheat,
really,
hate it.

Don't want to affect your mood in study,
I didn't show my moody to you,
tried my best,
although I always failed to do it.

yesterday

Actually I had an incomplete post midnight
of yesterday,
or I should correct it,
is today.
But before I complete I really can't stand on it anymore,
ran away from computer,
ran away from living room and them,
back to my room,
my own world.

Actually overall of yesterday,
is quite perfect,
if without that arguement,
everything will be fine.

Hanging out with friends,
enjoy my holiday,
perfect dance without any mistake
(p.s. at least it's perfect for me).
Everything was so wonderful,
But no such perfect things in the world aren't it??

Who will like to listen or involved in the
arguement in the middle of the night??
especially when you're in an exhausted situation,
really always makes people,
felt tired...

Okay now,
forget bout all the unhappy things,
I really had a good time with you guys.

Lastly I have to say congratulation to
the champion Hing Yee,
1st runner up lap sap Si Yao,
and 2nd runner up dear sweetie Shanz....

wasting time, again =D

I think,
blogging isn't the thing I do daily anymore
but every moment,
I feel like want to blogging,
really addicted with writing my feeling
EVERY MOMENT,
yea you didn't see wrong,
is every moment.
See what's the time now??
It just 5o'clock in the evening
and this is my second post for today.
And I would like to mention one more time,
it's holiday,
and,
I'm freaking free =)

Maybe I should settle the dance
which I going to perform tomorrow
rather than wasting time here,
right??
But you know,
I'm a lazy worm,
everyone know that =D
I believe that everything will be fine for this moment,
but I do know that,
I will be very nervous and extremely regret tomorrow,
before the show case,
bout why am I wasting time today online-ing
drama-ing,
and not arrange my dance nicely??
LOL.
It's me =)
Do everything in the last minute,
and regret lastly.
hahahahahha.
And actually now I'm finding excuse that
I'm not practising now cause
I have no idea with the song's name
I going to perform tomorrow.

moody

What is your feel when you
found out something bout
your boy friend from others people??

What is your feel when you
notice that your boy friend
tried to hide something from you??

What is your feel when you
thought that you boy friend is busying
and in stress
so no reply,
you still thought you were a good girl friend
ask him tired d find you
but after that you found out he was hanging out
with his friend in the midnight
from other way??

Don't want you WORRY,
scare you will ANGRY,
using the same excuse repeat and repeat,
so why am I so stupid
still telling you where am I although
I knew that you will angry??

I back late,
you will angry,
you go out in the middle of the night,
I can't angry??

You can go somewhere you want,
said as take an experience,
I want too,
but I can't,
cause you tried d,
you don't like then I can't go,
is this what you mean??

extremely not in the mood now.

I was totally give up with my blog skin.
It was messy like hell,
have no idea at all,
so JIM,
you have to recover as soon as possible ya~
I'm waiting you to fix it for me~
see how important you are~
take good care of yourself,
don't get sick d =(

See now is what I going to do in the whole holiday,
blogging~
LOL.
I was like addicted with it,
I never felt so like to write essay like this,
hahahahaha,
how good I could put this effort on my study's essay,
hahahahahahah.

holiday holiday holiday~~~exam bye bye

Is extremely tired now, exhausted.
Why am I so tired??
Have no idea at all,
cause of sleep late last night??
sleep at 2something already so tired,
really have to admit that I'm not young anymore.
LOL

Finally finally finally~~~
say bye to exam~
say hi to holiday~~
Holiday~~~~~~
I AM COMING~~~~
LOL.
But this holiday seems like lot of activities,
hanging out, projects, and of course dating,
most important,
LOL.
Need to arrange my time properly.
Hahahahaha.

Chloe shanz, Jane Jing Jing and Vivian Chaw!!!
You all back to your school bah!!!!!
Holiday is mine now!!!
wahahahahahah (evil laugh)~~~~
ngek ngek ngek~~~~~~
=P

princess ET(emo and tired)

hoo~ finally changed my blog skin~
It's really complicated and took me so muchhhhhhhhh time,
so many problem appeared after i changed it,
Jim was the one who fixed all the problem for me,
I'm glad she still very good there and haven't vomit blood,
cause I'm extremely a computer idiot and
thanks god she was patient when she was teaching me how to change the skin.
I'm sorry for being stupid Jim and bothering you~
thanks girl~
you know i love you~

yea as usual,
Princess ET are emo-ing,
right now.
received a call this afternoon that
inform me to rehearsal tonight,
but I have no any further news for this
till now,
I don't know bout the rehearsal time,
just know that 'tonight'.
I don't know who else going,
just know that Shan and I joining.
I don't know how to go either,
just know that Shan had the same question with me.
Bai was not replying,
Si yao was not going,
so now how??
Don't know,
and the time is already 8in the night now.
Haiz.

He promised that he will watch my show this Saturday,
and as usual,
ffg again.
What's the excuse for this time??
Yeah the excuse actually is very very important
for him,
and for it he not going to meet up me this week.
His final is coming,
yeah I know it's important
and I'm really immature if think like this,
but I really feel like,
really a little time for me also don't have??
I don't mind just have a lunch or what.
But he just reject like this,
although I knew that he care his exam so so much from the beginning,
but still I will very very upsad about this.
Never watch my dancing competition before,
and he promised watch this Saturday but ffg again,
aiks!!!!
don't know la!!!!
just very emo now.

miss my bloggy~

Well it's a nice day again,
having my gossip girl now besides update my life in bloggy,
finally found the first season there,
and before this 3rd season were the only gossip girl showing on PPS.
LOL.

Mr Kong gave us back our micro economic paper this morning,
and I was so happy after I received it.
Yea maybe it's not a really good result for others but me,
but I was happy to see my marks,
is this the reward after I work hard on this subject??
LOL,
I need to mention that I just really work hard on this paper,
other subject,
I bet I'll get the result sucks.

I thought I going to have rehearsal tonight,
prepare for the competition coming on this Saturday.
I didn't receive jie jie's call before 3o'clock to confirm the rehearsal time,
yeah it means she called me 3something to confirm that I'm joining the competition,
only.
LOL.
Cy is not joining,
and I'm thinking that I can quit this also.

random

Can not be separated for too long time to take the exam again,
Otherwise a person will feel lazy occupation,
Do you guys agree with me?

The study mood totally disappeared after last Friday,
after economic subject.
And very soon,
my exam going to over.
And holiday is coming =D
hahahah.

I will be very busy during the holiday,
trip, projects, reunion, hang out
are all waiting me~
LOL.
Holiday~
here I am~~
Wait me~~~ hahahahahah xD