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Saturday, December 25, 2010
工作@友情篇
两年。应该说长，还是短呢？
两年前的圣诞节，我加入了这个大家庭。
两年后的今天，我，离开了。
我的工作篇一直被耽搁，
因为我不知道如何下手，
不知道该怎么写，
也不知道应不应该把它上锁。
而现在感觉终于来了，
我想，
我知道我想说什么。
工作篇，
应该跟友情篇放在一起吧。
算是误打误撞的加入。想起来也有点不可思议。
是我变了，还是你们变了？
我们大家都变了。
曾何几时，
我期待，
我兴奋，
我投入，
我爱我们的表演。
我期待每一次的彩排，
我兴奋每一次的服装，
我投入在台上的表演，
我爱我们大家在一起。
什么变了呢？
我不知道。
或者应该说，
我不知道怎么解释。
是非多了；
争吵多了；
误会多了。
我开始觉得不舒服，
当我觉得我们被忽略。
我开始觉得不快乐，
当我看到有心的人加入。
我开始觉得难过，
当我知道，
我们又被遗忘了。
一开始时一群很好的朋友一起加入这个大家庭，
我不明白，
怎么到最后，
反而各分东西了？
大家开始散开了。
一群，
分成两派。
渐渐的，
变得不怎么联络。
明明本来经常一起看电影，
喝茶，
哈拉。
家人也察觉到不对劲。
他们家的女儿突然间不出门了。
突然间没有一直去工作了。
短短的两年，
我们大家变生疏了。
中间有的人取代了我们。
两年前我很爱笑。
两年后我变了，
变得沉默。
这个大家庭，
老实说，
它让我成长不少。
我学会了怎么接受现实，
我尝试到现实的残酷，
我感受到是非的痛苦。
我学会了三思而后行，
它让我知道，
我一句不经意的话，
一个很自然的举动，
可以突然间招来一顿呵责，
或是背后的人不断地在指责你而你却全然不知。
当然，
跟珊一样。
我还是有很多要感谢的人。
姐姐，
谢谢你。
你让我回到我爱的舞蹈世界。
你让我接触不一样的舞台表演。
你让我学系在表演中独立。
你的"自己zap sang"，
我不可能忘记。
谢谢你对我们的耐心，
谢谢你对我们的疼爱。
还有好多好多，
谢谢你。
还有auntie vong。
你是我见过最慈祥的老板娘。
永远都不可能忘记你夸张的表情，
表演前你的紧张，
"哎哟Evon你们化到很美叻~"
"哎哟Evon你瘦了叻~"
写到这里我都想笑。
谢谢你我的老板娘。
最重要的，
干妈，
请容许我继续这样叫你。
谢谢你，
谢谢你一直的照顾。
我们的身边真的不能没有你。
没有你在的日子就会变得手忙脚乱。
你为了我们做过的事，
我永远不可能忘记。
我还是会一直去找你聊天的，
跟你说咸涩笑话，
听你朝夸张的笑声。
糟糕，
写到这里，
我又想哭了。
最后，
谢谢你，
BLS。
一个让我长大的地方。
谢谢你，
lap sap gang，
带我加入这个大家庭的人。
再见了BLS。
只要你需要我，
我还是会回来的。:)
2008
2009
2009
2010
2009
2010
2009
2010
you can see the changes~
Friday, December 24, 2010
merry christmas :)
Facebook wall, Twitter wall, and my the blogs i followed all fulled with Christmas wishes or Christmas post. Now I'm the other person who writing my Christmas post again. Recently really don't know how and what to update in my blog. Previously this was my journal. And now I found out that, I'm so lazy to update.
Okay back to the topic. What's my celebration? Nothing special. Of course eat and firework. He came and pick me up for dinner last night after my Caroling. We wanted to go Look out Point but plan didn't on due to the traffic jam and cost. Went to Open Range again. In expected, it was crowded. Luckily there was a place for us. They changed their menu. There were just certain food provided and the food I wanted to order didn't included in it. >.< As expected again, the price raised. Quite much. -.-
I suggested to go for midnight movie. You know I haven't watch my Narnia yet. The boy rejected my request. He wanted me to go home earlier and get my rest. Lil disappointed but I know it's for my own good. :)
Went to 21st century after Open Range. For firework. He even borrowed telescope for it. -.- Haha! Okay wasted it. Not much firework for Christmas. Was like, huh? done firework? I feel like I haven't seen any yet. -.- Well perhaps we wait for the new year count down. I think will be much more AMAZING than this. -.- Haha!
Okay back to the topic. What's my celebration? Nothing special. Of course eat and firework. He came and pick me up for dinner last night after my Caroling. We wanted to go Look out Point but plan didn't on due to the traffic jam and cost. Went to Open Range again. In expected, it was crowded. Luckily there was a place for us. They changed their menu. There were just certain food provided and the food I wanted to order didn't included in it. >.< As expected again, the price raised. Quite much. -.-
I suggested to go for midnight movie. You know I haven't watch my Narnia yet. The boy rejected my request. He wanted me to go home earlier and get my rest. Lil disappointed but I know it's for my own good. :)
Went to 21st century after Open Range. For firework. He even borrowed telescope for it. -.- Haha! Okay wasted it. Not much firework for Christmas. Was like, huh? done firework? I feel like I haven't seen any yet. -.- Well perhaps we wait for the new year count down. I think will be much more AMAZING than this. -.- Haha!
Tried to make your eyes bigger huh? Okay, I know your eye is nice. -.- show off pulak~
open range was really dark. Haha!
i love this! hahaha~
see I said I wanted to get myself a camera. The pictures quality were, quite bad huh? even is iphone~ one of the reason was we're in dark surrounding and make these photos looked blur. my phone quality even much more bad than this. Add on one wish in my new year wishlist~ I wanna get myself a CAMERA!!!!!!! Christmas eve update done! I would love to say~ Merry Christmas all! merry christmas my family, my friends, and of course the one who wore red color last night! :)
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
家庭篇
刚刚，我正在烫衣。
我说：“怎么起床了？要工作吗？”
她说：“我睡不着，我，正在担心他。”
我说：“这么大的一个人了，你要担心也担心不来啊。该劝的，你已经劝了。该做的，你已经做了。你还可以怎样呢？”
她说：“你不会明白的。”
或许吧。或许我真的不明白。还是我其实是非常冷些无情的呢？我不懂。可能已经习惯了跟他的相处方式。我觉得，他，不会听别人说的。
吵架声不绝于耳。面对相同的问题，反复又反复的在正朝着。另一个他，跟我一样，选择保持沉默。她很着急。她很担心。促使她脾气暴躁，发脾气。以往我会觉得，怎么她爱乱发脾气呢。可是这次，我知道，她其实是在担心。
你真的不小了。我不会去劝你，因为那只会惹来你的吵骂声。霸道，不讲理，一向都是你的作风，这是大家认可的。我只是希望你，能够理智的想一想。你这样在这里守株待兔，每天想着发达的机会，而什么时机的行动都不做，到底是对，还是不对。
我说：“怎么起床了？要工作吗？”
她说：“我睡不着，我，正在担心他。”
我说：“这么大的一个人了，你要担心也担心不来啊。该劝的，你已经劝了。该做的，你已经做了。你还可以怎样呢？”
她说：“你不会明白的。”
或许吧。或许我真的不明白。还是我其实是非常冷些无情的呢？我不懂。可能已经习惯了跟他的相处方式。我觉得，他，不会听别人说的。
吵架声不绝于耳。面对相同的问题，反复又反复的在正朝着。另一个他，跟我一样，选择保持沉默。她很着急。她很担心。促使她脾气暴躁，发脾气。以往我会觉得，怎么她爱乱发脾气呢。可是这次，我知道，她其实是在担心。
你真的不小了。我不会去劝你，因为那只会惹来你的吵骂声。霸道，不讲理，一向都是你的作风，这是大家认可的。我只是希望你，能够理智的想一想。你这样在这里守株待兔，每天想着发达的机会，而什么时机的行动都不做，到底是对，还是不对。
Friday, December 17, 2010
健康篇
我在打这篇部落格的时候，
我在想，
我应该从哪一方面打呢？
我想了想，
决定说关于我的脚的吧。
认识我的人都知道，
我还蛮喜欢运动的。
是我不听话，
开始觉得它在痛的时候不管它，
依然我行我素的跳舞造成的吗？
现在连游泳，
我都觉得它在痛。
他们说，
膝盖对我们来说是很重要的。
他们都叫我赶快去看医生。
我告诉他们，
我没有时间。
我要读书。
毕业了，
就说我要工作。
其实，
真的是这样吗？
我不知道，
或许某一方面的自己在害怕，
害怕医生劝我不要运动。
考试的那一段时间里，
真的非常得痛。
我不会痛得想哭，
但是只要我一站起身，
我会发觉，
我的脚根本不能伸直。
很本能的，
我走路就是拐下拐下得走。
痛，
真的在痛。
上下楼梯，
必须好像小孩在学走路的时候，
一个阶梯，
一个阶梯得上下楼梯。
每次的这个时候，
我会害怕，
我以后不会都是这样走路的吧？
值得庆幸的是，
我好像发觉到慢慢得没有那么痛了。
没有那段时间这么严重了。
不过这让我更矛盾了。
不是那么痛了，
那么还需要去看医生吗?
你知道我是一个极度抗拒看医生的人，
更超级讨厌吃药，
如果他要我吃药怎么办？
不痛了，
又何必去浪费钱呢？
好吧，
如果它在闹别扭的时候，
我才去看医生吧。:)
爱情篇
嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音，
在外面不断得响着。
没错，是雨夜。
好久没有打关于他的部落格了。
所以这篇，是为你打的。
对不起，是我忽略了你吗？
不过真的认识我的人知道其实这不太可能吧。
哈哈。
雨中漫步，
好像很浪漫似的。
我们真的尝试到了哦。
在一起一年多了，
怎么现在才一起淋雨呢？
哈哈。
感情好像慢慢得进入稳定的状态了。
我不会再像以前那样，
真的二十四小时想要他陪我那么粘人。
虽然还是会因为他的忙碌而不开心，
偶尔耍耍脾气（其实不能说偶尔，是经常。=.=），
但可能是开始习惯他的忙碌了，
不会再像以前那样胡思乱想。
感情生活，
我想说，
依然觉得很甜蜜。:)
我依然会因为他的很小的动作，
无意中的关怀而感到非常开心。
最近似乎还有些过火，
有人最近嘴巴还特别甜呢。
我有时会觉得很幸运。
我知道我并不是一个很好的女孩。
成绩不特别标青；
运动不特别厉害；
家里不有钱；
样子不特别漂亮；
更不用说身材；
几乎是什么都不懂的女生。
我有时会想，
为什么上天会把他赐给我呢？
我不懂，
所以我说，
我很幸运。
你或许不是完美，
但对我来说，
这已经是上天给我最大的恩赐了，
谢谢他把你赐给了我。
谢谢你疼我，
谢谢你对我的爱。
我爱你，
我希望，
我们能够到永远。:)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
学业篇
毕业，这次真的是正式毕业了吧。
一年半在转眼就过了，真的，很心寒。
时间怎么会过得这么的快。
第一天进中六，第一天考试，
仿佛都是昨天才刚发生的事。
回顾我过去的一年半坐过了什么，
好像什么都没做，
我的确是典型的过时间那种人吧。
一个月怎么会过得这么快。
我真的一直都觉得第一张的考卷是昨天的事。
我考完了，不可思议。
考试，
问自己，
你有尽力吗？
我可以毫不犹豫地对你说，
我没有。
可能有，
但是，
已经太迟了。
但是值得庆幸的是，
这一年半让我感受到人生第一次的压力，
关于课业上的压力，
真的是第一次。
我崩溃了，
有一段时间，
我真的崩溃过。
这是不曾发生在我身上的事。
这次的成绩肯定非常的差，
朋友们，
那成绩的时候，
请不要问我拿多少颗A，
问我几个了多少颗，
就够了。
又要重复了，
一年半过了，
我又毕业了。
接下来，
我到底要做什么？
我真的不知道。
没有目标，
是我的特征。
工作吗？
虽然我不是读书的料，
但我觉得，我还是会继续读书吧。
我只希望，
我可以读我喜欢的东西，
如果可以的话。
中六，
我一直不想进的地方。
但是我要谢谢它，
它让我学会了很多东西，
它让我认识到一班我永远都不可能忘记的朋友。
再见了中六，
再见了中学，
一个让我成长的地方。
你在我的生命了画了精彩的一页，
谢谢你，
我永远不会忘记你。
一年半在转眼就过了，真的，很心寒。
时间怎么会过得这么的快。
第一天进中六，第一天考试，
仿佛都是昨天才刚发生的事。
回顾我过去的一年半坐过了什么，
好像什么都没做，
我的确是典型的过时间那种人吧。
一个月怎么会过得这么快。
我真的一直都觉得第一张的考卷是昨天的事。
我考完了，不可思议。
考试，
问自己，
你有尽力吗？
我可以毫不犹豫地对你说，
我没有。
可能有，
但是，
已经太迟了。
但是值得庆幸的是，
这一年半让我感受到人生第一次的压力，
关于课业上的压力，
真的是第一次。
我崩溃了，
有一段时间，
我真的崩溃过。
这是不曾发生在我身上的事。
这次的成绩肯定非常的差，
朋友们，
那成绩的时候，
请不要问我拿多少颗A，
问我几个了多少颗，
就够了。
又要重复了，
一年半过了，
我又毕业了。
接下来，
我到底要做什么？
我真的不知道。
没有目标，
是我的特征。
工作吗？
虽然我不是读书的料，
但我觉得，我还是会继续读书吧。
我只希望，
我可以读我喜欢的东西，
如果可以的话。
中六，
我一直不想进的地方。
但是我要谢谢它，
它让我学会了很多东西，
它让我认识到一班我永远都不可能忘记的朋友。
再见了中六，
再见了中学，
一个让我成长的地方。
你在我的生命了画了精彩的一页，
谢谢你，
我永远不会忘记你。
Goodbye my highschool life, happy birthday my lovely buddy. :)
Was thinking how to arrange and start my blog post. It's really too much post are waiting for my update. Yea guys, just back from celebration, my lovely buddy's birthday.
I've got a little upset now. Another time to separate with my classmates, and this time, is the last time. Will never enter high school to see them like what we did past one and the half year. What the hell. It's been one and half year. The speed of time fast until I felt horror.
My lovely Mifen's birthday, which means is the last day of my STPM exam. I'm still thinking bout the first day of the exam, the first day I entered form 6. Everything just like happened yesterday. It's kinda hard to believe that, it's over! I'm facing another separation again. This time, I'm not crying, like form 5, what a shame that time. But now, I feel want to cry. I've got the feel on the way back to home.
Lovely buddy's birthday, celebration is a must. We sing K again. And we got the same room. I don't know whether we got this chance again or not. The last time sing K of us? Probably. Most of high school buddies will less meet up cause of the busy of life. And I think we will be separate to many different places. Uni, work, everyone got their life.
Wanted to go Genting after exam, for the celebration. It's too bad we just missed out the bus once we arrived the bus station. Never mind, plans still on, just changed back to plan A again. There were really lot of things to write if wanna write all out here. So I decided to just point out the main thing, p/s. the blog already very long! Everything were perfect. We had fun, had a very very nice day! But the more I had fun, the more I feel sad to leave you guys. Felt want to cry in Charis's car when she sent me back, and also now.
Hey! it's your big day girl! I were never expect that I will become this close with you. Know what? Just like what I wrote in the card, it's fate, brought us together. Not just you, it brought every of us together. You make me laugh, seriously. I feel so comfortable to be with you, mention again, not to comfort you, I'm serious. Know what? You are a very good friend. Everyone love to be with you. I'm glad to be one of your best buddy. You be with me, when I was happy; You be with me, when I was sad. We laughed together, siao together, but one sad case, we never cry together. LOL. Oh gosh type this blog make me feel want to cry. I've got so damn much thing to tell you, tell you all. Okay 3 words, I love you! No 4 words, I love you all! You make my life become interesting!
Will never forget honey, babey and yak si. Nani, ham yu. 2 more girls haven't got their name. It's okay. :) Will never forget you all. I love you guys, I love you Mifen. Happy birthday Mifen, Evon will be your side when you need me there, forever, have no expired date! It's a life warranty card for you. Once again, love you always. :)
I've got a little upset now. Another time to separate with my classmates, and this time, is the last time. Will never enter high school to see them like what we did past one and the half year. What the hell. It's been one and half year. The speed of time fast until I felt horror.
My lovely Mifen's birthday, which means is the last day of my STPM exam. I'm still thinking bout the first day of the exam, the first day I entered form 6. Everything just like happened yesterday. It's kinda hard to believe that, it's over! I'm facing another separation again. This time, I'm not crying, like form 5, what a shame that time. But now, I feel want to cry. I've got the feel on the way back to home.
Lovely buddy's birthday, celebration is a must. We sing K again. And we got the same room. I don't know whether we got this chance again or not. The last time sing K of us? Probably. Most of high school buddies will less meet up cause of the busy of life. And I think we will be separate to many different places. Uni, work, everyone got their life.
Wanted to go Genting after exam, for the celebration. It's too bad we just missed out the bus once we arrived the bus station. Never mind, plans still on, just changed back to plan A again. There were really lot of things to write if wanna write all out here. So I decided to just point out the main thing, p/s. the blog already very long! Everything were perfect. We had fun, had a very very nice day! But the more I had fun, the more I feel sad to leave you guys. Felt want to cry in Charis's car when she sent me back, and also now.
Hey! it's your big day girl! I were never expect that I will become this close with you. Know what? Just like what I wrote in the card, it's fate, brought us together. Not just you, it brought every of us together. You make me laugh, seriously. I feel so comfortable to be with you, mention again, not to comfort you, I'm serious. Know what? You are a very good friend. Everyone love to be with you. I'm glad to be one of your best buddy. You be with me, when I was happy; You be with me, when I was sad. We laughed together, siao together, but one sad case, we never cry together. LOL. Oh gosh type this blog make me feel want to cry. I've got so damn much thing to tell you, tell you all. Okay 3 words, I love you! No 4 words, I love you all! You make my life become interesting!
Will never forget honey, babey and yak si. Nani, ham yu. 2 more girls haven't got their name. It's okay. :) Will never forget you all. I love you guys, I love you Mifen. Happy birthday Mifen, Evon will be your side when you need me there, forever, have no expired date! It's a life warranty card for you. Once again, love you always. :)
Sweet memory~ ever~
Friday, December 10, 2010
Rest in peace.
I heard this news, from Caroling buddy. A guy commit suicided. Reason? Love. His girl friend broke up with him, caused him did that.
Alviss Kong. I don't know you. And I will never know you. I have no this chance anymore. Honestly, I don't really have special feel after I heard it. I just like, another these kind of case again. I didn't expect that my girl know him. Really, I unexpected that he is a guy who actually quite near to me. I unexpected that she know him.
She cried. And this make me have special feeling for this case. I saw her cried before, yet not in this way. I've never see she cry this way, I can see her nearly collapse. Her eyes, her nose, her face, all in red color. It drove me nearly drop my tears.
I'm a fail friend. I always don't know how to comfort my friend when they're in sad or moody. She's in front of me, and I don't know the way to comfort her. Silent, was my respond again. I looked at her, as usual. Kept quite doesn't mean that I have no feeling. Tried my best to make everything as natural like usual, actually don't want to let her know that I'm actually putting my mind on her, and don't want to let her get hard feeling.
Bought her favorite snacks. I even don't know how to give her the snacks. Put into her bag, she found that. It failed to make her smile. Cried for 2 days, I know it kinda suffer.
I never go through these kind of experiences, I'm sorry, I can't judge your feeling. He's gone, this is the truth we have to accept. Let's pray for him, wish him live happily in another world that we don't know. Rest in peace Alviss, don't forget that you actually got these friends that care you. And girl, cheer up and I love you, we love you.
Love from Evon.
Alviss Kong. I don't know you. And I will never know you. I have no this chance anymore. Honestly, I don't really have special feel after I heard it. I just like, another these kind of case again. I didn't expect that my girl know him. Really, I unexpected that he is a guy who actually quite near to me. I unexpected that she know him.
She cried. And this make me have special feeling for this case. I saw her cried before, yet not in this way. I've never see she cry this way, I can see her nearly collapse. Her eyes, her nose, her face, all in red color. It drove me nearly drop my tears.
I'm a fail friend. I always don't know how to comfort my friend when they're in sad or moody. She's in front of me, and I don't know the way to comfort her. Silent, was my respond again. I looked at her, as usual. Kept quite doesn't mean that I have no feeling. Tried my best to make everything as natural like usual, actually don't want to let her know that I'm actually putting my mind on her, and don't want to let her get hard feeling.
Bought her favorite snacks. I even don't know how to give her the snacks. Put into her bag, she found that. It failed to make her smile. Cried for 2 days, I know it kinda suffer.
I never go through these kind of experiences, I'm sorry, I can't judge your feeling. He's gone, this is the truth we have to accept. Let's pray for him, wish him live happily in another world that we don't know. Rest in peace Alviss, don't forget that you actually got these friends that care you. And girl, cheer up and I love you, we love you.
Love from Evon.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
I see your love.
I've forgot how long I didn't attend to wedding dinner. I think last time was 2years ago?
It's my cousin wedding dinner. I can feel the love between 2 person. It's a lil different with the wedding dinner I've attended previously, no more sing K session for those aunties uncles, but live band, whole night, with the singer who sang like Joanna wang ruo ling, casual and lazy feel, it's so comfortable to listen she sing. A very enjoyable night.
He sang to her, in the opening of the dinner, with live band, guitar, and the one I love the most, the saxophone. How bout her? She holding her father's hand, walked into the hall. Smile on her face, it's a touching smile, walked, to him, and the old man hand his daughter hand, to the guy who sing the love song to his daughter, the guy who wants to take care of his daughter, forever.
Am touch. Especially when i looked at the photos they took on Wednesday, their married day. They took photo of her mum and her. Tear in their eyes, can see it from the impressive photo taken by the professional photographer. Oh I really can't stand on the power of the saxophone, it makes me feel so sweet for the whole night.
I drank for 2 glasses of wine. My cousin said I'm quite good in drink, I don't even feel hot or red at all. She drank the same amount of the wine with me, yet, her face, hot like! Teh Tiong Wei. -.- LOL! haha! Totally same type of person both of them. Easily get red.
Last night was like a relatives gathering. Of course, I'm in the youngster gang. LOL! And I've realize that, the people who joined this kind of events, feels like, getting lesser and lesser. As my cousin said, we were all grown up, all got our stuff to settle, it's hard to find a free time to gather together. Yea, we were all grown up. Time flies. The 3th cousin got married. The 3child of my eldest aunt all got married. They even had child already. It's quite hard to imagine the kid who played with us previously and now all holding their beloved hands, stepped into the other process of their life.
It's my cousin wedding dinner. I can feel the love between 2 person. It's a lil different with the wedding dinner I've attended previously, no more sing K session for those aunties uncles, but live band, whole night, with the singer who sang like Joanna wang ruo ling, casual and lazy feel, it's so comfortable to listen she sing. A very enjoyable night.
He sang to her, in the opening of the dinner, with live band, guitar, and the one I love the most, the saxophone. How bout her? She holding her father's hand, walked into the hall. Smile on her face, it's a touching smile, walked, to him, and the old man hand his daughter hand, to the guy who sing the love song to his daughter, the guy who wants to take care of his daughter, forever.
Am touch. Especially when i looked at the photos they took on Wednesday, their married day. They took photo of her mum and her. Tear in their eyes, can see it from the impressive photo taken by the professional photographer. Oh I really can't stand on the power of the saxophone, it makes me feel so sweet for the whole night.
I drank for 2 glasses of wine. My cousin said I'm quite good in drink, I don't even feel hot or red at all. She drank the same amount of the wine with me, yet, her face, hot like! Teh Tiong Wei. -.- LOL! haha! Totally same type of person both of them. Easily get red.
Last night was like a relatives gathering. Of course, I'm in the youngster gang. LOL! And I've realize that, the people who joined this kind of events, feels like, getting lesser and lesser. As my cousin said, we were all grown up, all got our stuff to settle, it's hard to find a free time to gather together. Yea, we were all grown up. Time flies. The 3th cousin got married. The 3child of my eldest aunt all got married. They even had child already. It's quite hard to imagine the kid who played with us previously and now all holding their beloved hands, stepped into the other process of their life.
Wish both of you, live, happily ever after. Haha! My 金句! Haha! You know I love fairy tale. :P
See yea guys, it's time to do my revision, exam morrow. :)
Friday, December 3, 2010
GEnting day~
Hey, I'm here again.
Complicated feeling around me today, I was like, upset cause of something, there were only 2 people know bout this, my boy and my girl. I thought that, I'm not so care with it, at least drop down a lil bit. But I realize that I was wrong. I felt wanna cry cause of this again. And the most pathetic thing is, I don't know what the hell I was caring for. There is no one or nothing to let me care for too, the one I care is beside me now, I shouldn't care the previous buddy but cherish the one who really care me now. Shan I'm cool down now, happy? Haha! I know you'll think that, "siao! guan wo pi shi!" Haha! Craping!
Stop the not cheering topic. I should share something happy. :) I went Genting with my boyfie. :) He kept his promise that bring me for outing during my exam break time. This time, wasn't really had fun, just a simple outing. No movie today. Sad case. Have no movie that we really want to watch. You know the choices of movie in Genting was that limited. Walked around, there were some Christmas show. I thought maybe I can bump BLS people but they weren't them. Another company lil girls perhaps.
Went to the temple near first world. Climbed to the highest part of the temple, guess what we did? Haha! We ate Maggie Mee there! LOL! haha! I wanted to wait for him to upload the photo only i update blog. But now I really felt wanna write something.
Actually nothing do there also. Went Starbuck to online. Then back, and ate KFC. Our schedule of the day. Oh schedule! TTW you haven't give me your time table!!! -.- forgot to photo copy it d! Oh gosh -,-! aiks! Remember to gimme next week when we meet up. update done. Tata!
Complicated feeling around me today, I was like, upset cause of something, there were only 2 people know bout this, my boy and my girl. I thought that, I'm not so care with it, at least drop down a lil bit. But I realize that I was wrong. I felt wanna cry cause of this again. And the most pathetic thing is, I don't know what the hell I was caring for. There is no one or nothing to let me care for too, the one I care is beside me now, I shouldn't care the previous buddy but cherish the one who really care me now. Shan I'm cool down now, happy? Haha! I know you'll think that, "siao! guan wo pi shi!" Haha! Craping!
Stop the not cheering topic. I should share something happy. :) I went Genting with my boyfie. :) He kept his promise that bring me for outing during my exam break time. This time, wasn't really had fun, just a simple outing. No movie today. Sad case. Have no movie that we really want to watch. You know the choices of movie in Genting was that limited. Walked around, there were some Christmas show. I thought maybe I can bump BLS people but they weren't them. Another company lil girls perhaps.
Went to the temple near first world. Climbed to the highest part of the temple, guess what we did? Haha! We ate Maggie Mee there! LOL! haha! I wanted to wait for him to upload the photo only i update blog. But now I really felt wanna write something.
Actually nothing do there also. Went Starbuck to online. Then back, and ate KFC. Our schedule of the day. Oh schedule! TTW you haven't give me your time table!!! -.- forgot to photo copy it d! Oh gosh -,-! aiks! Remember to gimme next week when we meet up. update done. Tata!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
congratulation cou!
I''m here! to blog. :)
Marry really is a very tiring work, I can see from yesterday, oh gosh, my cousin tired like hell, drink tea, bow, stand, give tea, give angpau, these work, keep repeat and repeat.
Planned to woke up at 5o'clock, haha, as you know, I'm failed again! Haha! only woke up almost 6 yesterday morning. Luckily dress up wasn't took much time of mine, settled down quite fast.
A gang of stewardess with a gang of pilot. Wow, what a grand view! haha. Actually yesterday quite boring. Just the most interesting part of course was the part my cousin's JI MUI play the games with the bride's HENG DAI. Haha! damn funny! I don't know how to say here, so just point out the main point. So the main point is, THEY ATE COCKROACH AS PUNISHMENTS!!!! oh gosh! how they think bout this? What a cruel punishment. okay, let the picture tell the story.
Marry really is a very tiring work, I can see from yesterday, oh gosh, my cousin tired like hell, drink tea, bow, stand, give tea, give angpau, these work, keep repeat and repeat.
Planned to woke up at 5o'clock, haha, as you know, I'm failed again! Haha! only woke up almost 6 yesterday morning. Luckily dress up wasn't took much time of mine, settled down quite fast.
A gang of stewardess with a gang of pilot. Wow, what a grand view! haha. Actually yesterday quite boring. Just the most interesting part of course was the part my cousin's JI MUI play the games with the bride's HENG DAI. Haha! damn funny! I don't know how to say here, so just point out the main point. So the main point is, THEY ATE COCKROACH AS PUNISHMENTS!!!! oh gosh! how they think bout this? What a cruel punishment. okay, let the picture tell the story.
the beautiful bride wearing her beautiful shoes~ haha
handsome bride with his pilot gang! woots!
a part of the game. 爱的宣言! but need to pronounce it in hakka language! hahah! my cousin love this! hahah. And know what? behind this card got a lot of question bout my cousin, my表姐夫need to answer all. One cockroach per question if he is wrong! Haha! pity HENG DAI, eat cockroach till vomit! LOL! hahahah.
then finally, he got his beautiful bride! hahah! and see, his HENG DAI salute to him lol! hahaha
Yes it was tiring, but I can see the sweet smile from my cousin's face. Time flies, another cousin got married, stepped into another process in her life. Congratz cousin! Wish you live happily, ever, after, as the fairy tale always said. :)
la la la~
Blog now? no, waiting my cousin to upload photo first only i blog about this. stay tune. :)
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