:/

Blogging while chatting with my girls. Again. Once they realize my absent, sure they will blame on me again. By the way, I'm the one who on the msn chat room. -.-


Okay, I'm blaming about bf stuff to them. I talked lot to them and even scold even moody even rude words. They listened. After I talked all about it. They gave me their advise and comments.



Yea, I blamed them that they're helping him. Talked bout his good. But actually they didn't. They're not helping him, they just told the truth. I know, no one is perfect in this world. I love the sentence they said, I expect more so that I disappointed more, not my bf not that good. Yea it's true, my bf, erm, actually very very very good right?




This conversation woke me up again. At least now my emotion much more stable than half hour before now. Actually, you're so good to me. I love to blame, I love to expect many things that you couldn't reach and that shows you're not that good. It's my problem actually. And now, I accept it. Thanks girls. thanks for giving me advise that i needed. And thanks for you, for tolerate to my bad temper always.




I love you darling, like I always do.

I NEED YOU TO KNOW WHAT I NEED. DON'T JUDGE, AND JUST LISTEN.

ON THE WAY TO MOODY

SHIT A SERIOUS COMMUNICATION PROBLEM I HATE IT DAMN IT CAN SOMEONE RESCUE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T NEED ANYTHING ANY CONFIRMATION I JUST NEED A CHANCE TO SHOW MY FRIENDLY AND NOW MY CHANCE BEING TAKEN!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'M MOODY AGAIN AND I COULDN'T BARE IT! EVERY SINGLE TIME I TALKED BOUT IT I FEEL SO MOODY! please help me! SHIT!

I love you guys, Mcdonald Prosperity and Happiness team.

What the hell?! The weeks just past like that?! Gosh the speed of time passes really afraid me. Well I'm now catching up the time before my promoter job for this.



3weeks ago, Yak si asked me whether interested in a job for 3 weeks. It's an event job about Mcdonald Prosperity. Mcdonald wanted to build a team which called "Mcdonald Prosperity and Happiness Team". The main of the team was bringing happiness and also voucher for those who were in sadness or others blah blah blah. High salary, so why not? I love these kind of event wad! LOL



Knew 2 new friends cause of the team. Wei Min was the head and he found Ali and AThi who were his junior to join this team too. So members included, Lee Chen Ali Athi Wei min and also ME! Haha! Well for your information, Ali is a Malay while AThi is an Indian. So, one Malaysia team? We are! Haha!



The 2 young boys were really humor and funny. Chen and I laughing non-stop! Most of our time stuck in the car, so what can we heard in the car? Just laugh! Haha! I felt like my mind became younger after talked to them. Eh eh eh, this shows you guys childish okay? Don't too happy because I praised you guys. :P Haha!



Sent voucher and happiness all around Malaysia. We even sent to Ipoh and Negeri Sembilan! Some of the people were really surprised when they saw the voucher, of course and also cute us! Haha.


I opened my mind, suddenly. I felt like, the world really full of love, isn't it? Through this activity, I saw the love from daughter to mother, the love from friends to friends, the love from wife to husband, from fiance. Some of our client cried cause of this. But of course, the tears dropped just because they were touched, and because someone they loved love them too.



Of course there were some conflict in this activities, erm, macam x ada, I also don't know whether is that call conflict. But we enjoyed this job, it's true! I don't know what you guys think about it but for me, it was so joyful and meaningful to me! I knew new friends because of this, and this is the easiest job I ever did! seriously -.- Haha.


It comes to an end, feel so sad about it. I don't even know how to end up this post. Just the speed the time pass. Gosh! Sigh about it.

You guys are awesome! Never ever forget you all. Prosperity and Happiness Team, are you ready?!!

Let's be merry,

Let's be cheerful,

Let's be happy,

cause life is wonderful!!

It's time to joy,

It's time to sing, 

It's time to celebrate.

Let's see your smile, 

for a little while, 

from us to you, 

come on shout it out! 

GO XXX! :D

#Lei geh sang yat lei geh si~~
  Lei geh sang yat lei geh si~~
  Lei geh sang yat guan ngo pei si~~~~~~~~~~~~~
  Ngo geh sang yat DAI GIN SI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#

so what?

理想不被支持？又如何？
问我难过吗？为什么要难过？
并不是第一次。


我的世界只有我。
我要对我自己的事负责。


曾经贪婪的一味等着别人的付出。
梦醒了。
不想再靠任何人。
不爱求别人。


我会靠自己。
我要比别人强。

Waiting

Waiting, is really tiring. I've realize something suddenly yesterday morning. I seems like, spent about half of my life in waiting. This started early of my childhood, kinder garden. I'm always the last person who back home. There was just me in the kinder garden with teachers. You know I quite afraid of elders when I was a lil kids. Teachers always called my parents remind them come and fetch me.




Primary school, I tried once. Mum said she's going to fetch me after school. I waited in the front door, I wait no one. I'm afraid. Ended up with I ran to the bus station of the school just to stop the school bus. I remembered quite funny that time. I'm home about 8 and mum only reach home after me and the face full with worried. She asked me:" Why are you simply run?! I thought I've told you that wait at the front door then I'll come and fetch you?" I answered:" I can't see you I thought I've remembered wrong." She even find the teachers in the school and keep asking where am I that time. Sorry mummy >.< *sob sob*





Until nowadays, it didn't change much. Wait for an hour just a piece of cake, for me. I brought earphone, novel, comic things that can reduce my boreness everywhere. Book worm is the place I lepak always while waiting. Alone no more a thing that can kills me. Somehow, I enjoyed the moment I waiting for somebody. That's the time for me to think, to revise many things.




I don't know what message I wanted to pass in this blog post. I just feel, I want to write something about it.

Another activity I'll do while waiting. Captured it while waiting for the supervisor. I've been wait for him that long and I can't believe that he didn't tell me at all although he was reached. EW! 

Random post! done!

I love my hair! :D

Wahaha! currently blogging at Ali Muhammad Wasir Ong's house! LOL! I'm now blogging while waiting for the work time. Haha!



Hey I would LOVE to announce that, I'm no more black hair! Haha! Finally I have my hair dyed since I graduated from high school.



I'm not alone for this of course, dye together with dearly Shan, Jing and potato. Made an appointment with Hair room for this. We booked 11.30 a.m. And it's only my turn at, 2p.m?! Gosh! You can't imagine how crowded was the saloon! Gosh! i thought it would be less people if we arrived once the saloon open. Yet we were wrong. It crowded like hell! I never seen Hair room that much people. The people never being fewer and the people coming non-stop. All of the customers's respond same as us. They were stunned once they saw the people inside the saloon. We wait for more than 2 hours even we made appointment, so you can imagine how long they waited for hair cut.



Most of them came for hair dye. I asked Jack how many people total came for hair dye today? At least 10, he said. But as I know as I seen, about 15 people, perhaps, included 4 of us. We reached there sharp 11.30, and stayed there until 6.30 there. I'm the first person who dye hair first but I'm the 3rd one finished it. Shawn, one of the hair stylist complaint about myb hair non-stop. He said my hair were full of challenge. I'm sorry for dye into black color last time. >.< Haha! i will never dye it into black anymore, no worries. Haha!

So this is before. 

Here come after. Can you see the difference? haha.

Since I just cut my fringe, and the package is already include for hair cut. Jack owe me a hair cut. He even sign a, hm, not consider as contract but something about that with me. Haha! So, I can have 2 hair cut with free of charge! p/s I collect enough stamp for free hair cut and free treatment. Haha.



Love my current hair color seriously. Can't wait for Chinese new year! Good bye peep, have a great time. <3

non-sense

So what now? What the hell is going on with me? I was still that hyper before few second and now, hm, which level is my mood now?


Suddenly, I felt like, I'm a failed friend. I'm not that kind of person who will be think in the first moment while a friend is in help. I'm not that kind of person who will be think in the first moment while my friend is moody. I'm not the kind of person who people will love to talk to me.



In fact, I'm the kind of person need to show my concern hardly to attract people's attention that let'em know that I'm actually concern about them. I'm the kind of person always need to talk to others first right before they talk to me just because I scare I being forgotten. I'm the kind of person, easily being neglected without notice by others.



Sometimes I don't even know what to say, what to tell, what to do. I'll feel like, hm? I'm not belong to their world? I need to keep asking about their things or else I will never know the thing. Get what I mean? I think you don't. It's okay, I don't know what I talking about also.


It's okay, it's my communication skill problem. In front of my friends, I love to laugh loudly, I love to smile just to show my friendly. But I know, actually I feel suffer with it. I don't need to do this right? I don't even know, who am I anymore.



I need to cool down. I need something that can comfort me. I need someone will always remember me.



I just don't like to being neglected. By the way, who likes?
Just, please, don't forget me, like always.

Outing, dating. ♥

I was actually really sleepy but I would love to blog first before I go to my lovely bed.


He asked me where to go this afternoon. I answered "I don't know, I follow your decision." Yet, I'm the one who decide the venue in the end. He suggest Alamanda. You know it's kinda bore. I really have no idea besides movie what else can I do there. He said,"Maybe Midvalley?" I requested Times Square, bigger and more places for me to lepak. The most important thing is I can have my lovely SNOW FLAKE there! Okay it's funny, end up with I didn't eat it.



I regretted, for the request. He was really tired in driving to place which is far. Stuck in the traffic jam of course was the most sick thing! The most important thing was, OH MY GOD! Don't have petrol in this time?! The petrol signal flashing non-stop. I was really worried there! The very first time I off the radio myself automatically and also asked for off the air conditional too.

Bought ticket for this movie, "FASTER". A movie that, not really attract my attention. It's another cop movie again, and got robber blah blah blah you know it. By the way movie is not important actually.


I dated my ex classmates and also ji mui for tea at 1030. It's just about 9 something I reached Kajang. He was really tired. I can feel it, strongly. Thank you bi, I know you was worried bout me so you suggested for the ice session. Actually you can just drop me at Mcdonald I can wait alone. You know I'm independent! Haha. Thank you, I love you. A nice outing bi. By the way, I promise, I will never request movie at the place that is far for you anymore. I felt so guilt this afternoon, during traffic jam.



Exhausted! Finished report to my blog, It's time to sleep. Good night world, good night hubby. Love you. ♥

Are you my rainbow? yes, you are.

Yesterday. The worst day ever after August 29th year 2009. Is extremely down and I felt want to repeat the silly thing I had done when I was 16th.


I'd like, from full of expectation, dropped into the deepest, darkest hole. Whole day, I can't handle my emotion at all for whole day. It's dark outside, I thought I couldn't see my rainbow anymore.


Suffer whole day long. It's okay. I saw the turning point. I saw the light, slowly appear from the dark night. I saw the rainbow! it's the most beautiful rainbow I've ever seen!


I don't wanna fight no more. It's suffering. Let me feel your concern, let me know you're care about me. No more neglect okay? Rainbow always appear after rain, at least, my rainbow would appear. Thank you for coming find me. Love you, always.

Wishlist of 2011!

Gosh lack of money! I need much much and much money! I've got ton's of thing want to buy! I've got so much thing that I need to refill. Money is the main point. I need job, I need more and more job. I think I need a stable one. I want get these things in 2011! Although I don't think I can get it. :'(


Very firstly, I think I should handle this as well, I don't even know how to handle this and it really confusing me, not even understand how this work.

Yesh! what's this call? hm.. forgotten. It's manual! I don't know how to use it. And yea, I haven't get my car license yet, I know I'm really old for this! And, I don't even listen "undang" too. :'(  Will get it this year, mostly, *sob sob*




Secondly, I wanted to get myself a camera so badly! I'm really sick of the trip without a camera! Especially with him. p/s girls own their camera so that I no need to worry bout camera stuff during my girl's day. I hate myself for didn't snatch down the moment I would love to keep! Memories always important to me, I love to review my previous life when I'm getting older and older.

Can I own you babey? :'( I think I can, but when? I'm not greedy, I'm not a dslr crazy fans. I hope to get myself a simple and nice digital camera. The camera I won during competition last time was sucks! Don't really used much but spoil easily, can't even on it now.





What's next? Oh yea! Cosmetics! I'm sorry dearest sis. When you found out that your cosmetic lost, don't worry, it's with me. Haha. Sorry, you know I have no money for that right? p/s I have no money for everything. I'm 20 now. I should take good care of my image, shouldn't be like last time, t-shirt and short beach pants can go everywhere even GENTING! Oh gosh, what am I thinking last time? *sob sob*

Picture quality not really good. =.= stolen from google. It's the First choice of mine! Mac cosmetics! It's nice and famous. Famous bout the price too, maybe not very expensive but at least for now I have no budget for it. Love this, but I think I can't own you now, this year. :'(

 This is not bad! Majolica majoca. It's nice too, at least the packaging is really attractive. Haha. Currently using it's mascara, love it!

I like this too. Haha. Maybe get myself it's brown eye shadow first. Buy the cosmetic stuff slowly, one by one. =.= Haha.




Lastly for today, this one.

Can I have my own lap top? It's kinda boring with waiting for the computer with sibling using it. You know I'm holiday now, besides online I don't have any others entertainment. Vaio, it's nice right? I fell in love with it's design from the first sight! Yet I don't think I will buy this brand of lap top, not much good feed back from the one I know. They said it's only expensive for it's brand and design, not practical at all. 

Most of it I don't think I can get it by this year. Maybe I wouldn't get it. Save money for university fees more important right? The most thing I'm craving is, MONEY. :'(

500days, 11/1/11

11/1/11, what a nice date today. In such nice date, can you see the ET story counter in the left hand side of my blog? Yes, it's 500days anniversary of us, J and me. We don't have any celebration today, and nothing really special for this day, although I hope for it. Anyway, these are the pictures that shows what we've done in these 500days.

Yes, here they are. We didn't took much photos in these 500days yet the photo we took were memorable. Honestly, I hope for celebration, maybe just a simple dinner or what? Anyway, happy 500days anniversary beloved one.


I love you hubby, perhaps we can get our celebration in our 1000th days? :)

take it easy, i'm just blaming

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first outing in year 2011

It's been a month I didn't step into cinema. I think I mentioned before right? I don't remember did I tell in blog but I didn't said the same thing in Facebook and Twitter before.

This is the first movie I watched in year 2011. The Tourist! Haha. Went to midnight movie with J last night, hm, p/s, this morning. LOL! He was late for one hour to pick me. Okay, you  got your reason, forgive you. LOL!



I think I don't really suitable to watch midnight movie huh. I'm a night ghost of course but I don't know why I'll feel so sleepy in the cinema. I felt so sleepy in the most excited part. -.-!


This movie, overall not bad. But some of the part I felt like not really logic and don't really understand. -.- haha. Angelina Jolie and Johny Deep attracted me to watch this movie. I love Angelina Jolie! She was stunning and awesome! Can't her leg be shorter? >.<  Midnight movie, I'll watch again once tonight but with my gangs not J. Haha.



A short outing update with J. :)

just random

Yes, my blog is done finally. This is a totally done blog. Million thanks to Mr Jeffrey. He sacrificed his precious time just for this. I know you're starving. Thank you very much, seriously. Haha. Changed blog skin, changed blog songs. Actually this blog skin quite look alike with one of my previous skin, due to the color huh? :)


A bore afternoon. This is the 3rd post of mine today. I don't know what to blog actually but feel like wanna write something here. Changed my blog songs too. Taylor swift rocks! Seriously addicted to her songs recently. I don't know why I can't download songs through Youtube. Aiks! I would love to share her music video. And I gonna get myself her album soon! Wait while i got money, erm, when is it? Have no idea with it! LOL! haha


Just a random post! tadah~

thanks jeff!

Yes, as you guys see, this is my undone blog skin by Jeffrey Kuan. Saw the title above? Haha! He edit with this title "continue tmr , dont say me pian xin laio =.= ... no inspiration >< ..."



Haha.  LOL! It's really kinda bored with previous one and I saw lei lei changed her blog skin. Was impressed! Like, huh?! How come so nice?! I love that! So I requested Jeff to do one for me too. Haha! The result was out last night. I saw my blog skin. Haha! Actually not bad, but, nothing difference with my previous blog skin. >.< har har har! So obviously you're partiality to her! ew! haha! Just a joke~ kacao saja. XD Haha! And seriously thank you, so much! :) I would love to change it myself but I really had no idea with my blog problem. It don't allow me to preview anymore! Without that one I feel so unsafe when I change my blog skin. Sorry. :/ and thank you again. :)

first job of year 2011

Didn't blog for couple of days. I don't know why. I'm busying with my work? Nope, I did online these days even I tired of working. I really not so addicted with blogging like usual. 

Worked for a tuition agent these days, member included Honey, yak si, cy and kitkat.  Giving flyers outside the schools under the big sun and rainy day. First experience of mine giving flyers outdoor. I'm going to report the working part for my dear journal. Work for only total 3 days, less one day as they promised. :( It's okay, I was really exhausted and dying in the 3rd day. 

Day first, 3rd of Jan. 

Morning session was on this day. OMG. I have to wake up very early in the morning. It's 4am! And I only slept at 2. It's okay, this is my bad habit. Haha! A car was waiting there while I'm waiting for Cy. It was a jerk inside! He totally spoiled the first day of my working day. Oh gosh this fella, I'd totally speechless bout him and not going to tell how suck he was, it just will pollute my beautiful blog! oh gosh -.-

My whole day was really tired. Have no idea why. That guy made us exhausted perhaps. I slept late was one of the reason too. Overall, this day, sucks!

Day two, 4th of Jan.

Off morning session this day and I don't know should I be happy or not? Off morning session means that my salary straight cut off, but I can sleep late this day! It's okay, at least I got evening session this day. :) Just the same with first day. 

It was a happy day! Haha! That fella being kicked out by us! I can't imagine how would we be if we work with him for continuously 3 days long! Thanks for cy to kick him out! it rescued me :D Haha! The air was really fressh without him. Haha.

And this day, another weird fella. -.- a client. A lawyer client asked me whether interested to study law and he going to pay for the fees. And after graduate I work under his firm. He promised that he can make me to be the best of the best. Erm, are you okay? He said he can see the potential inside me. LOL! Talked to him is the funniest and most tired part of my day. Haha. He even requested to bring kitkat to clubbing LOL! Uncle you okay? Haha

Day three, day last, 5th of Jan.

Same as day 2 session morning had been canceled. Due to the weather, I felt sleepy non-stop. -.- nothing special happened this day. Off to Connought for evening session. Bumped couple Vince there. LOL! Haha! I was chasing him cause he was in front of me and walked quite fast huh. I chasing him and give him flyers and he keep said " no thank you i don't want" cause he didn't turn around his head. His girl friend laughed at him also cause she saw me! LOL! stupid you! Never seen such annoying promoter? No, I'm just aggressive! haha!

Shan went to find me during Connought session and bring me home. Haha! We didn't give flyers at that session but walked around the night market. Haha. Bought some pants over there and spent me more than 50bucks. Even more than my salary my whole day spending. ew! 

Received Cy's text that bout job canceled for the next day. happy or not? I don't know. Cause I really tired like hell but if canceled means my salary cut off again. :( Haha! but the other day I knew that is a good decision, the weather was so nice to sleep! Freezing whole day. 

Work post done! :) bye my lovely blog. 

New year eve! Hi genting :)

New year eve, crowded everywhere. The funniest thing, we chose the most crowded place to date. It's Genting time again! Yea I know you'll say, AGAIN?! Haha. Yes! again. Haha.


Never been there for count down, heard Shan said there was a quite nice place for count down. Why not just have a try? haha. Spent my count down night with MrJ of course, same as Christmas eve. :) Told my dad to overnight there but actually we don't even to try to book a room for what. We went to the hotel below Genting. 140bucks for a night?! Not worth at all, cheap hotel some more. Another one, 240bucks! -.- Oh gosh, I prefer stay in the car. Haha! p/s I said exactly the different story to MrJ, I persuade him to stay there actually, LOL!


Went to temple to try our luck again. If there's no room provided there, we decided to back in the midnight, after the count down show case. Lucky us again! as he said, we always that lucky during our trip on Genting. We got room there! And just 110bucks! Wow, thought would be spent more in New year eve. Haha! Okay, temple is the place which always for charity wad, thanks for giving us a place for stay. OMEITOFAT. Haha!
p/s. There was a weak point of the temple, the heater was so unstable! OH MY GOD I'm freezing during shower! ><



A freezing night. Not really rainy day but seriously, so cold! I can't even feel the function of my jacket. p/s. Shan's jacket. Haha! As I said just now, crowded everywhere. Bought funny hat there. And got stolen by the clown. The clown stole my hat from my head during the capture session with MrJ and hide. Haha! It's okay, new year wad, and I revenged also, stole others clown hat! Haha! Pretend crying there huh Mr Clown? Nah! here's your hat! Give it back to you! Kind me!  wahhahaha!!

Fireworks at theme park. Haha. People everywhere. I'm tried to find the people I know there. I failed. :( I heard many people planned to count down there. But I found nobody there. Just bumped Meigie there. Saw her boyfriend first. I thought he was Raymond Choo. Haha! I asked J, "is that Raymond Choo?" He answered me,"is Meigie's boyfriend la!" Haha! Seriously, got a lil look alike! Haha! Both spec guy! Haha.

got a lil look alike right? Haha! So sweet both of you. :)

We were trying to find someone to help us for capture. Thanks god! you're there Meigie~ Haha.

Taken by Meigie, thank you^^ Haha

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1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy new year!!!!!! But, ei? No firework? When the clock point to 12 sharp, the mc of the show case announced that firework going to delay for 10minutes. After 10minutes, what now? Delay to Jan 1 of 2010?! Funny! Asked us back to theme park 8 sharp today. Okay, of course, buuu sounds everywhere. 

Jam bout 2hours there. We even difficult to back to temple. Only reached temple at 2 something. Here's my new year eve. Okay I've decided, count down at Sgwang plaza next year. Next next year! I would love to count down in the club! okay just a joke, take it easy Jason. Don't angry kay? Happy new year my friends! All the best in our brand new year! :)

♥

I would love to be with you, every single new year eve of my life. :)

good bye 2010~ hello 2011.

Here's the review of year 2010. Oh I know I'm late. I only update my blog now. I've saw so much people updated their blog in the last day of 2010. A little dizzy. So what I've did for the year? conclusion, nothing. Yet, things changed lot.



Year 2010, I'm officially graduate from form 6. I'm not a high school student anymore. I had been wasted 2 years at there. I didn't put afford on it. Yet, I found another gang of buddies who I can talk with, deep to heart. :) On the other hand, I should work, or continue my study? At least now, I have no idea with it.



Year 2010, I said good bye to the stage life which i love the most. I'm a performer, since I was, 4 years old? I quit, when I was form 2. I joined again, after form 5. I thought I have the fate with my beloved stage, maybe I shouldn't thought so much of it. :) Anyway, good bye stage.




Year 2010, I said good bye to, hm, friendship? Correction, I'm just less contact with them. Anyway, they have their life now, also mine. My beloved ji mui, you all know who I referring. :)



Just a summary of my 2010, so now, let's say good bye to 2010, and welcome our brand new life, year 2011.   


p/s, I'm so sad to talk bout this, but, I'm now 20!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<