爱情篇

嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音，

在外面不断得响着。

没错，是雨夜。

好久没有打关于他的部落格了。

所以这篇，是为你打的。

对不起，是我忽略了你吗？

不过真的认识我的人知道其实这不太可能吧。

哈哈。

雨中漫步，

好像很浪漫似的。

我们真的尝试到了哦。

在一起一年多了，

怎么现在才一起淋雨呢？

哈哈。

感情好像慢慢得进入稳定的状态了。

我不会再像以前那样，

真的二十四小时想要他陪我那么粘人。

虽然还是会因为他的忙碌而不开心，

偶尔耍耍脾气（其实不能说偶尔，是经常。=.=），

但可能是开始习惯他的忙碌了，

不会再像以前那样胡思乱想。

感情生活，

我想说，

依然觉得很甜蜜。:)

我依然会因为他的很小的动作，

无意中的关怀而感到非常开心。

最近似乎还有些过火，

有人最近嘴巴还特别甜呢。

我有时会觉得很幸运。

我知道我并不是一个很好的女孩。

成绩不特别标青；

运动不特别厉害；

家里不有钱；

样子不特别漂亮；

更不用说身材；

几乎是什么都不懂的女生。

我有时会想，

为什么上天会把他赐给我呢？

我不懂，

所以我说，

我很幸运。

你或许不是完美，

但对我来说，

这已经是上天给我最大的恩赐了，

谢谢他把你赐给了我。

谢谢你疼我，

谢谢你对我的爱。

我爱你，

我希望，

我们能够到永远。:)

学业篇

毕业，这次真的是正式毕业了吧。
一年半在转眼就过了，真的，很心寒。
时间怎么会过得这么的快。


第一天进中六，第一天考试，
仿佛都是昨天才刚发生的事。
回顾我过去的一年半坐过了什么，
好像什么都没做，
我的确是典型的过时间那种人吧。


一个月怎么会过得这么快。
我真的一直都觉得第一张的考卷是昨天的事。
我考完了，不可思议。
考试，
问自己，
你有尽力吗？
我可以毫不犹豫地对你说，
我没有。


可能有，
但是，
已经太迟了。
但是值得庆幸的是，
这一年半让我感受到人生第一次的压力，
关于课业上的压力，
真的是第一次。


我崩溃了，
有一段时间，
我真的崩溃过。
这是不曾发生在我身上的事。


这次的成绩肯定非常的差，
朋友们，
那成绩的时候，
请不要问我拿多少颗A，
问我几个了多少颗，
就够了。



又要重复了，
一年半过了，
我又毕业了。
接下来，
我到底要做什么？
我真的不知道。
没有目标，
是我的特征。


工作吗？
虽然我不是读书的料，
但我觉得，我还是会继续读书吧。
我只希望，
我可以读我喜欢的东西，
如果可以的话。


中六，
我一直不想进的地方。
但是我要谢谢它，
它让我学会了很多东西，
它让我认识到一班我永远都不可能忘记的朋友。



再见了中六，
再见了中学，
一个让我成长的地方。
你在我的生命了画了精彩的一页，
谢谢你，
我永远不会忘记你。

Goodbye my highschool life, happy birthday my lovely buddy. :)

Was thinking how to arrange and start my blog post. It's really too much post are waiting for my update. Yea guys, just back from celebration, my lovely buddy's birthday.




I've got a little upset now. Another time to separate with my classmates, and this time, is the last time. Will never enter high school to see them like what we did past one and the half year. What the hell. It's been one and half year. The speed of time fast until I felt horror. 




My lovely Mifen's birthday, which means is the last day of my STPM exam. I'm still thinking bout the first day of the exam, the first day I entered form 6. Everything just like happened yesterday. It's kinda hard to believe that, it's over! I'm facing another separation again. This time, I'm not crying, like form 5, what a shame that time. But now, I feel want to cry. I've got the feel on the way back to home. 




Lovely buddy's birthday, celebration is a must. We sing K again. And we got the same room. I don't know whether we got this chance again or not. The last time sing K of us? Probably. Most of high school buddies will less meet up cause of the busy of life. And I think we will be separate to many different places. Uni, work, everyone got their life. 




Wanted to go Genting after exam, for the celebration. It's too bad we just missed out the bus once we arrived the bus station. Never mind, plans still on, just changed back to plan A again. There were really lot of things to write if wanna write all out here. So I decided to just point out the main thing, p/s. the blog already very long! Everything were perfect. We had fun, had a very very nice day! But the more I had fun, the more I feel sad to leave you guys. Felt want to cry in Charis's car when she sent me back, and also now.





Hey! it's your big day girl! I were never expect that I will become this close with you. Know what? Just like what I wrote in the card, it's fate, brought us together. Not just you, it brought every of us together. You make me laugh, seriously. I feel so comfortable to be with you, mention again, not to comfort you, I'm serious. Know what? You are a very good friend. Everyone love to be with you. I'm glad to be one of your best buddy. You be with me, when I was happy; You be with me, when I was sad. We laughed together, siao together, but one sad case, we never cry together. LOL. Oh gosh type this blog make me feel want to cry. I've got so damn much thing to tell you, tell you all. Okay 3 words, I love you! No 4 words, I love you all! You make my life become interesting! 






Will never forget honey, babey and yak si. Nani, ham yu. 2 more girls haven't got their name. It's okay. :) Will never forget you all. I love you guys, I love you Mifen. Happy birthday Mifen, Evon will be your side when you need me there, forever, have no expired date!   It's a life warranty card for you. Once again, love you always. :)

Sweet memory~ ever~

Rest in peace.

I heard this news, from Caroling buddy. A guy commit suicided. Reason? Love. His girl friend broke up with him, caused him did that.

Alviss Kong. I don't know you. And I will never know you. I have no this chance anymore. Honestly, I don't really have special feel after I heard it. I just like, another these kind of case again. I didn't expect that my girl know him. Really, I unexpected that he is a guy who actually quite near to me. I unexpected that she know him.


She cried. And this make me have special feeling for this case. I saw her cried before, yet not in this way. I've never see she cry this way, I can see her nearly collapse. Her eyes, her nose, her face, all in red color. It drove me nearly drop my tears.


I'm a fail friend. I always don't know how to comfort my friend when they're in sad or moody. She's in front of me, and I don't know the way to comfort her. Silent, was my respond again. I looked at her, as usual. Kept quite doesn't mean that I have no feeling. Tried my best to make everything as natural like usual, actually don't want to let her know that I'm actually putting my mind on her, and don't want to let her get hard feeling.


Bought her favorite snacks. I even don't know how to give her the snacks. Put into her bag, she found that. It failed to make her smile. Cried for 2 days, I know it kinda suffer.


I never go through these kind of experiences, I'm sorry, I can't judge your feeling. He's gone, this is the truth we have to accept. Let's pray for him, wish him live happily in another world that we don't know. Rest in peace Alviss, don't forget that you actually got these friends that care you. And girl, cheer up and I love you, we love you.



Love from Evon.