love

Woke up from nightmare this morning.
I don't exactly remember what was the dream content,
I just vague remember that it's bout him,
the effect of the argue last night??
perhaps,
last night really was a nightmare for me,
really scary,
It's really a lesson for me,
Mifen said,
It's really hurt when your beloved one don't listen to you
and always ignore it,
I'll try to change my attitude,
and still the words,
try my best okay??

Erm,
how to describe love??
sometimes love can be a sweet,
but sometimes,
really can be the bitter melon that I hate very much,
or else actually I should learn to eat bitter melon??
Perhaps the bitter gourd is not what I thought would be a hard??
never mind,
as long as everything back to the normal way
back to be sweet again,
that's enough. =)

I can't concentrate at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I going to crazy.
I look at the paper note for so long time
but I was like just,
day dreaming!?!??!


please....
Get into my mind please.
I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ruinned

Yesterday suppose to be a very nice day,
nice activity,
and also our 9months anniversary.
He played badminton with me,
first time,
and everything were sounds good before that argue.


He spoiled everything,
this is our tradition,
must quarrel at least once when he back,
it's my experience.


How old am I??
19,
and he??
erm,
22,
I guess,
and I'm not really sure.
Mostly.


I really can't believe that a 19 year-old girl
still can argue with a 22 year-old guy cause
of computer.
How shame is it.
LOL.


He was busying with his grandmother stuff that time,
but still I sent a message for him,
hope for reply,
never mind,
I know he was busying,
I don't want disturb him also.

I message Shan,
ask her for outing,
don't really want to stay at home,
just wanna hang out or what.
Shan,Jing, Sinki and me in the beginning.
Cy and Winson joined us later on.


After station 1,
we date YS at Naza,
as usual,
he let us wait,
didn't tell us that he going to his friend house.
He was worrying me and already not really happy that I late back,
while YS told me that he at his friend's house,
I was really,
angry,
Ok,
then back home while he haven't boom the volcano.

I know what he said was truth,
and I also knew that he not happy cause of my childish.
Haiz~
I really don't know how to settle all these.
I never wants argue,
I hate argue some more,
made me pissed off,
I really don't like the feel.
Maybe you don't believe it,
but it's true,
I like peace,
very very like peace.
But I really can't think rationally that time dear,
my character was like,
I just know that that time I don't really want to obey him,
why was I have to obey him everytime??
I have to give him everything he wants just because I cant fight him back??
I really get exactlyu what you mean,
I try to change my attitude,
k??
I try to change it........

♥ at the beginning ♥

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you. ♥