job

Aiks,
boh mood >.<
This morning my mum asked me
to interview again,
for the other airline.
She said that her friend's daughter
worked there and going vacancy stewardess soon.
I was like,
hm......
again??
Can please stop push me towards this??
Just let me finish my form 6 first,
everything we can only discuss after the STPM,
okay??

She said,
she'll let me learn swim,
let me learn English oral.
I didn't refuse it,
cause all this I wants to learn also.
I don't know exactly which country she
asked me to work.
Fuweite??
Something like that,
pronounce in this way.
She said she'll with me at the country and
take care over me until I'm adaptation the life there.

I was worried.
I didn't refuse all the benefits she
offered to me,
cause I wants those things to upgrade
myself too.
But then all these like indirectly
I agree that stewardess
is the occupation
for me in the rest of my life.

Haiz~
I'm really confuse.
I not resist for this job,
just can it all happen naturally??
I'll feel very stress in this way.
And feels like I have no other choice
in occupation.

Actually all these not that serious,
just because of I'm not in the mood,
so I feel want to cry??
I wondered.

warm, and sweet =)

Seems like my blog seldom appear
the post which related to him
nowadays huh??
I'm going to stop the stewardess topic
although I knew that this topic still haven't end yet.

This is the 2nd week after the school reopen,
it's Monday =)
2 days of holiday really can pass that fast huh.
Hahahaha.

He really kinda busy nowadays,
everyday were in an exhaust situation.
Sometimes even I got many things to tell
him,
but then really not the suit time
to keng sam si with him now.
In contrast,
I should lend my shoulder for him
when he was tired rather than
annoy him =)

He was sweet =)
After he starts this part time job,
he called me often after his work.
Although the time that he called me
not as long as last time,
but feels like sweet enough for us =)

He said,
he feel warm called me right
after his work.
I was sweet,
same to him too right huh dear??
=)
I like this feel,
the feel like I'm his support while he was exhausted,
I love to be his depend when he needs me.
Love you dear,
xoxo.

dream, and family

mo mo girl, part 1:
Am i won't go into any uni
or college in my life??
Am i really will end my school life
and step into society once i graduate from
form 6??
Am i don't have the chance
to feel the college life??
The one who knows me well
sure knew that i want to get into
college so badly,
but them sometimes,
many things won't always obey with what you want.

My aunties and my mum
followed me to the interview today.
They're keep persuade me to
interview once more
if got any chances again.
I was keep quite all the time and just
smiled at them all the time.
Menus huh??
Yea,
I'm interested in being a stewardess,
and I'll try if got chance.
But the way the persuade was like,
I shouldn't go further for my study
at this time and it's time for me
to come out to help my
family and reduce my parent's
burden.
And my mum like being washed brain
and wants me to become astewardess soooo
badly.

But I still haven't prepare well to end my study,
haiz,
I know I'm a bad daughter.
dream and family,
I thought that i always is the selfish
girl,
but then after the interview i suddenly
feel like,
hm,
maybe i should accept their
suggestion and come out work first?
help family and if i work now,
i can help my sister to get into college.

dreams and family,
what should i choose??

help~~

Tomorrow is the interview,
and until now I still not really prepare
well.

I'm scare, and nervous.
Every time when I'm facing these kind of situations,
like when someone asked me things
without any preparation before this,
my brain normally will become empty.
Really scare people ask me things
in a formal way,
just like last time,
my MUET test,
even though I knew the
question what the examiner going to ask d
and I had prepared well
but then I still
can forgot all the things right after
I saw the examiner cause of the stupid
nervous.

I've search Youtube, the airline website.
Okay firstly the Youtube things,
I watched the interview videos,
but their English was to deep and they
said till too fast,
I can't get what they said at all.
Secondly the airline website,
I would like to search bout the
story of SIA airline,
but then the words too small d,
and the English too deep d,
some more I'm too sleepy,
I can just headache while I started to read,
so in the end,
I give up also =(

My mum brought me to make my
eye brown.
Did I mentioned at the last post??
I think nope,
my face appeared a super big pimple >.<
and today,
it born baby d,
got the other pimples came out!!!!
My gan jiong mummy wants to buy a pimple
gel for me,
but I refused it.
It costs rm38 >.<
I prefer to buy cosmetics.

Haiz~
help la wei~
god bless me,
please =(