Halloween, 2010. :)))

it's time to blog again. :)) love my current blog skin and songs, westlife always rock. No matter how many years gone, their songs still that nice, for me. Anyone agree with this? :) and I success changed my font type and font size. most of my friends were complaint that my font size was too small, do you guys satisfy with this? :)


It's Halloween!  I realize that my Twitter and Facebook were fulled with Halloween stuff, or status bla bla bla, and this never happened previously, during high school period. Miss Shan explained that we were in college, p/s. okay, i'm not. -.- that's why everyone saying bout Halloween. It's Halloween and it's kinda waste if didn't put some costume in such special day. I've got Halloween show in this Halloween heat season. Today wasn't  show but competition. Titled with "twin halloween", different with last year, which is just Halloween competition.


Kinda moody in the early morning and i was late, again, same with yesterday, i think i late due to yesterday. He came to me, my mood switched that fast cause of him, thank you. :) My character this year really, ugly max! Oh gosh! Totally different with last year, you know i was a pretty ghost last year who just dance on the stage. This year, ewww~ old witch and ugly Japanese ghost(zheng zi in chinese) was my character. What a big challenge for me, i was actually love pretty one much much more. :(  And it's quite suffer, I was like fainting with the hair covered my face. And I really saw that white image, something like a sign before you really get faint. My old problem came to me again, I was really feel want to go to the washroom, oh gosh, want to shit again before i go to stage. Aiks!


He was keep laughing at me, but he was good, carry things for me, and came to look for me once he knew that he was free. :)

this is ugly max, but he not scare at all. hey what la, once i walked through the kids they scream like hell, why are you not scare me at all >.<

who she? my twin sister, we really do look alike right? actually many people said that since we're form 4, and height is the only difference of us. :(

i like this one! haha, but we really looked damn short beside them  >.<

when took this? I don't know >.<

champion of the day! king and bai! gratz for got the 500 cash! they were really funny max!  know what, you know i love xing xing qian(starbuck). ngek ngek, sou sou agreed with that already. :P

first runner up, their make up really, scary max. >.< 

accidentally met moon today, she recognize mr J before she knew that i'm one of the contestant of the contest. :D haha! nice hair btw moon, i'm gonna straighten my hair soon too :D

the winners of the day, top 6 and i'm in the 5th placing. okay, Mr bf appeared today, so i got price, he left earlier, so i just got number 5th. LOL! you know he was my lucky star, once he appeared i sure got price. LOL!. love you dear. :)

It comes an end of the Halloween, and came with a happy ending. I love this feel, everyone had fun together, enjoyed this moment so much. Finished update post of the day, my Halloween day in year 2010. good bye peep, gonna sleep, or else someone going to get mad. >.< good night~ haha

i felt the warm.

i can cried easily, and this time, my tears came with warmness. i felt that love from my family, my friends, and also my beloved one. i'm not really not welcomed for this world.

she msn me just now. it's kinda weird msn in the same house but different stairs. "are you okay?" the firs thing she asked me. talked to me really lot and it's near 3o'clock in the midnight. she out for whole day and i know that actually she was really tired. sis, i can feel you care, seriously, i seldom being so sweet to family, but really, thank you, it mean a lot for me. 

another her, find me and worried me. i knew that she got a little blame herself for causing this. but actually you know that it wasn't your fault. it's my own problem with them. thanks for wanna call me and text me. maybe it's not big deal for you, but i do appreciate this, cause you lighten my heart when i was in the dark. thank you.

i cried, cause you care me. the first time you didn't ask for my password and straight got into my blog post. you be with me when i was weak. you be with me although you're exhausted. you be with me although you knew that i it was my fault actually. you stand by my side, didn't leave me. i love you, a lot, never ever change. i can't imagine i lost you one day. 

actually it's not the end of the world. but every single time i'm down, i was really irrational and think negatively. the world full of love. i should appreciate it but not always blaming. :) i still love the world, not worries my friend. :) my love always with you all. 

i'm helpless

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pak tor day with MJ.

Titled with "Pak Tor day with MJ". Of course, I have no that honor to pak tor with Michael Jackson, my mj referred to my Mr. J. :)



Dated for outing today. He was late, but it caused of me, haha. We did skyped right before the outing and I don't want to close the conversation, that's the reason he late, still, I blamed him, I'm the biggest, my big aunt came to me d wad. LOL! haha.



We were planned to kayak, and the only place we know that can kayak is Wetland again, yea, the Wetland we went during mr.bf's birthday. Too bad, it was closed when we reached there. We doesn't know that the lake was closed at 5.30 in the evening and we only arrived bout 5 something, which means the session already closed for that time. Aiks! I were really excited that much! What to do? I caused this. :( never mind, since the view was so nice, it's so waste back with nothing. Capture is a must. Although we didn't capture the view but just us. LOL!

i love this! but he didn't look into the camera.

he took this. :)

oh my gosh, i'm kissing you okay, you didn't give face to me at all. :(

Actually nothing can do at there if the counter closed. And not really beach or what, it's a lake, some how reminds me the image of Piranha. -.- sorry, I know the word Piranha spoil this. -.- So why stay there? switch location of course. -.-

Mcdonald for high tea? Can't consider as dinner also wad, 6.30, erm, I think is dinner! Haha. Evil him took all my fries away and ate it all?! then show off to me some more! okay, I know that you're for my own good, I get it dear -.- aiks! still sad to see all the fries go into your fat tummy. :(  

Off to Alamanda for movie, since it is so near between Alamanda and Wetland. There were really many choices of movie can be choose, yet we chose the most sucks one -.- bad luck, what can I say? LOL! For the people who reading my post, I'm advice you all that NOT to watch that movie ADELE: the rise of the mummy. Oh my godness, what a sucks movie ever! It was totally different with what was on my mind before I watched it. Sucks! All craps inside and, I really don't know how to describe it, don't have the feel excited at all, and he said:"什么傻戏来的？" totally speechless with this movie, and it was wasting our money. sweat max! at least it entertain us right, dear? LOL! 

My pak tor day was like not really go smooth huh, no kayak, fries grabbed by him, movie sucks. But know what? Actually I'm happy. Haha! Pak tor day, end! xoxo.