30.10.2013

    

喜歡就一定合適？

合適，就一定喜歡？

非也。

有時有自己喜歡的，未必合適別人。

當你覺得你樂在其中，

你確定當時別人會有同感嗎？

你喜歡是一回事，

你是不是別人所需要的，

又是另外一回事了。

努力尋找正確的方向吧。

努力當個別人需要你的人吧。

努力尋找那些需要你的人吧。

加油，蔡姑娘。

29.10.2013 - 01.54am

我希望自己的眼睛是一闪相机快门。

只要捕捉到我想看到的风景，

眼睛眨一下，

它的影子就永远存在我的脑海里。

晚安世界。

1.28am

夜深了，你，睡了吗？

啊，终于满二十二岁了，

完整的为前二十一年谢幕。

但此刻，

想的又是什么呢？

随着年纪的增长，

是应该越来越成熟，

越来越历练。

但相反的，

感觉越来越不懂的怎么跟别人相处。

话越变越少，

笑容也没从前多。

是因为慢慢感觉的外面的现实了吗？

接触的工作越多，

相对的接触外面的世界的机会越廣，

间接影响了我对外面的人认识。

感觉到了人的虚伪。

是否你在外头打滚，

就必须懂得人的虚伪只是一种生存之道？

然而我发觉自己越来越懒得去“虚伪”了。

照片或许很模糊，很没有形象，很丑。

但是至少我觉得，那是最真诚的笑容。

衷心希望自己能够对人对事都能够拿出那份最真诚的笑容。

晚安，世界。

I bite. At this moment.

The 500th post, in my blog. I'm suppose to blog about something happy or cheerful, but I'm not really in a good mood at this 11.16pm.


Reality, we talked about reality. Do you know really know what reality means? You know what it really means? I do. I'm lucky enough not to talk about sick-ness or compare myself to Africa kids. But I had moments. I had moments that you never experienced. You had your mind, you had your thought, you taught me how should I behave what am I suppose to do. But well, I grew up long enough at the moment when you're still hanging around with girls.


I had the moments dropped from the heaven to hell. I had the moment I need to spend all my savings for tuition fee and daily expenses. I had the moment I don't even have RM2 to spend in school. I had the moment family drama everyday because of money. I had moments, while you have your thought. I fight for what I want. They don't understand how I survive from both study and job. You can never understand how it function to secure me, I just need to fight hard for money.


I'm simple, and easy. What I want is just to be happy and get rid of problems. That's it. I don't need you to educate me what's the definition of reality and independant. 


I knew it for too long. Sorry for the moody-ness in this post. K thanks and bye.

Von.