Take your own responsibility.

Great. Situation Friday had repeated to Saturday. I don't like aeroplane peep. Take note for this.






Friday 23th September 2011.
Great Friday morning. Got a call from the girl and asked me about promoters. Morning still young and I thought it wouldn't have any problem. Texted both of them bout their locations. One of them told me that she was sick was not able to work. I remembered, it was 8.45a.m in the morning. The job is about to start at 10 and she should reach at 9a.m. as well. Not even a sorry word, she have no back up replacement for her.


Got thousands of mail for it and I can't even get one replacement when I'm really need them, anyone of them. She tried to find replacement, apologized that she couldn't get anyone for it. It's okay I'm understand. It's weird, I had made more than thousand calls and NON of them pick it up? One of them picked it, but I couldn't reach her anymore after the call request for work and she's actually promised for the replacement until I switched another number to call. She picked, and only told me that she's not able to work that time. WTF. Just tell if you can't. Don't use suck trick and escape. I'm urgently in needing people, just tell me honestly that you don't feel like working earlier so that I can find another one for back up. Forgotten what's your name, whatever, Damn you bitch.



I wish I could work myself. Nope, I can't. As you know I'm working for office job weekdays. Sigh. Sorry to tell the girl that I can't get for replacement. I promised to her, I promised, I will find replacement for her at Saturday and Sunday. No more flying aeroplane. I swear. She trusted me.


Saturday, 24th September 2011.
I got it for her. As promised. Another sunshine morning, great Saturday morning. Waken up by a call, from the girl. Well, checked where're my girl's location. Got the message, "Sorry Evon, I'm not able to work for today. Some personal issues. Sorry for causing inconvenient and the last minute." You know pretty well it was last minute huh? I remembered, it was 8.30a.m in the morning. And yea, same, she should work at 10 and reach by 9 SHARP. Had requested for replacement same as Friday. Lol even worse this time. Got NO reply at all after the aeroplane message.



Jumped from bed, yea JUMPED. I worked for it myself this time. I BE THE REPLACEMENT MYSELF. I'm glad that dearest sister had class at the same time at the place which nearby the working place of mine. So that I can escape from the crowded and horrible train and reached on time. Quite impressive with myself LOL.



What I trying to tell are, please think and be responsible to yourself and others before you do something. It's not like I don't let you quit the job but at least don't that LAST MINUTE. You thought I'm god and could clean all these SHYT for you? I can get anyone else to replace if you inform me a little earlier me. Or find a replacement so that you wouldn't cause any convenient to others. No excuses are acceptable. Think about it. These are what from Evon. Seriously, I'm pissed.

By the way. I had a great working day as usual. :) Am waiting for the girl to upload the only photo that I had captured that day. Not sure whether she'll upload or not. LOL.






Sorry for being that rude in this post. 

Help?

Well, I've typed a quite long post, a depressing one. Pressed the "backspace" button, all gone. :)

I never be a good staff. There're few documents to key beside me but I'm here blogging. Sorry boss, will do for you very soon, really very soon. Just please allow me to blog for, 5 minutes? Sounds like I can done within 5.



It's Wednesday and the deadline is on Friday. My medical check up failed for twice. Thanks to the girl's problem which come every month. Doctor can't give me a pass in my medical report cause my urine contained blood. I knew it, seriously. My body getting weaker and you know what? I've period for 3 times this month, or 2 times, I don't know.



I told doctor bout this problem for the first time we met up. She said it's normal, can caused by stress or over exercise or bla bla bla. I'm having the 3rd time period currently I mentioned. Since last Wed or Tues. I should have overcome the period time now, it's about a week. But I'm like, just started to got the period mood? The blood still, "manyaknya". Sigh. Helpless. Deadline coming, can I just take my sister's urine and let them test? zzz.

Argh help :'( please.

My endless love.

时隔两个星期，已不知该如何写这篇文章了。

马六甲和雪邦黄金海岸见证了这第二年的起步。
除此的其它地方，不用多说，
你懂，
我懂。


一如往常，
一个象征式的庆祝仪式免不了。*我是浪漫的人*

不长不短的这两年，改变很多，
经历也不少。
你我的这段感情，
也不是一篇文章就能够清楚地描述。

有你陪伴的这段日子，
是我的生命不再空白。
我知道，
我不再孤单。

告诉我，这些是你对我的承诺。

深深的感受得到你的心意。
这将是我们第二年的开始，
无止境的开始。





第二年的故事。

Life.

What happened to me? I used to blog every single tiny little things of mine no matter happy sad mad or crazy. But now? Lazy to blog? Or just simply don't feel like expose too much bout my daily life? It just so not me.

Crazy. Was cried in the early morning. Found out that my shoes were all gone and I have to wear a pair of slipper which not belongs to me to work. How ridiculous? I don't think there're anyone will wear slipper to work. LOL. Cried and yell to him. Think of it  now, my fault isn't it? I don't pack it myself. They have to do it for me but I'm blaming them for throwing my shoes in fact they're not? Sorry dearest elders.


Sign. Checked my application status about a month ago and I have been selected as one of the MMU student. Jim told me that I should online register my subject as well before it's full. Well I should get my student ID first before I can do that. Called the person in charge of MMU. She said I should have get my offer letter a long time ago. Hmph hmph? I got nothing though. Can only sit and wait for their news now. Btw, I thought I need to go and get my student ID and planned for everything even got the permission on taking leave. I just feel like I'm so so annoying. Annoying in calling, asking, calling, and asking bout these to the person in charge or friends. Sorry, maybe I'm just too nervous or panic in handling these kind of things. I understand that sentence now, "you will only cherish something that you can only get it after you worked so hard for it", something like that, translate it into Chinese please, office pc sucks, don't even have Chinese wording.




Damn. Money flows like river. I don't shop. I don't really buy things even though I'm desperate on it. But money just don't like to be with me. Once they're with me, there must be something that I must buy. Uni life is around the corner, look at my bank amount. Hmph hmph. I went to job pages day and day, applied but NEVER got reply. Urgh! Just so stress with money! Job job money money come to mummy please!




Sucks. I know dearest. I know very well that I'm getting wider and wider. I'm controlling the intake of my food and tried to exercise as much as I can. Who don't like to be pretty? Everyone want to be pretty! But, I just can't see any result on that. Vise reverse, the more I diet, I even getting fatter. Just so so depressed. I can't accept the body shape of mine now. I don't want to heard something like, "ei why are you so fat now?" in the coming new year from relatives or friends.



Shyt. I want a happy and cheering post to be next on my blog kay? Promise to myself.

Life SUCKS. But I believe that the rainbow will show up if I face it positively. Learning, to be an adult that can be tough in everything.