Life.

What happened to me? I used to blog every single tiny little things of mine no matter happy sad mad or crazy. But now? Lazy to blog? Or just simply don't feel like expose too much bout my daily life? It just so not me.

Crazy. Was cried in the early morning. Found out that my shoes were all gone and I have to wear a pair of slipper which not belongs to me to work. How ridiculous? I don't think there're anyone will wear slipper to work. LOL. Cried and yell to him. Think of it  now, my fault isn't it? I don't pack it myself. They have to do it for me but I'm blaming them for throwing my shoes in fact they're not? Sorry dearest elders.


Sign. Checked my application status about a month ago and I have been selected as one of the MMU student. Jim told me that I should online register my subject as well before it's full. Well I should get my student ID first before I can do that. Called the person in charge of MMU. She said I should have get my offer letter a long time ago. Hmph hmph? I got nothing though. Can only sit and wait for their news now. Btw, I thought I need to go and get my student ID and planned for everything even got the permission on taking leave. I just feel like I'm so so annoying. Annoying in calling, asking, calling, and asking bout these to the person in charge or friends. Sorry, maybe I'm just too nervous or panic in handling these kind of things. I understand that sentence now, "you will only cherish something that you can only get it after you worked so hard for it", something like that, translate it into Chinese please, office pc sucks, don't even have Chinese wording.




Damn. Money flows like river. I don't shop. I don't really buy things even though I'm desperate on it. But money just don't like to be with me. Once they're with me, there must be something that I must buy. Uni life is around the corner, look at my bank amount. Hmph hmph. I went to job pages day and day, applied but NEVER got reply. Urgh! Just so stress with money! Job job money money come to mummy please!




Sucks. I know dearest. I know very well that I'm getting wider and wider. I'm controlling the intake of my food and tried to exercise as much as I can. Who don't like to be pretty? Everyone want to be pretty! But, I just can't see any result on that. Vise reverse, the more I diet, I even getting fatter. Just so so depressed. I can't accept the body shape of mine now. I don't want to heard something like, "ei why are you so fat now?" in the coming new year from relatives or friends.



Shyt. I want a happy and cheering post to be next on my blog kay? Promise to myself.

Life SUCKS. But I believe that the rainbow will show up if I face it positively. Learning, to be an adult that can be tough in everything.